'Tonight's the night. All my pain and suffering will end. Right here. Right now. Heres a note for everyone who tell me to just kill myself already, I finally am. Your wish shall be granted. To my sister. I love you. I will always miss you the most, even though you haven't spoken to me since you found out and I'm sorry. You were the first one I came out to so thank you for not telling anyone. To my mum. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry but I can't keep going. I love you more than I ever showed. You did The most for me and I repay you like this? Im a horrible son. I'm sorry but this is for the best. I love you. To my dad. I'm sorry. I love you. Please be strong for our family. I need you to be the rock for this family. To you all. I'm aware I have let you all down and now I can't fix it. I love you. To Armin. Thank you for all your help with my depression and self harm and suicidal thoughts. You've done more for me then I have you and I will always be in debt. I will miss you. Don't miss me too much. To my dearest Levi. The three months I have been with you have been the happiest but I still need to do this. I will always love you but please. . . Move on. Find someone else and NEVER hold back. Okay? You have to promise - say it out loud. I love you. Goodbye. I'm sorry. I love you all.
Yours truly,
Eren xx'
I read over my brothers note in disbelief. I didn't realise how much I was crying before I feel an arm wrap around my shoulders. It was Armin.
"HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME?!" I shouted as I buried my face in his chest.
"I-I loved h-him" I was hiccuping now.
Eren, you will always be in my prayers.
