If it hadn't been for me, he would be alive. It's my fault. I don't deserve to live. The thoughts roamed my mind while my razor kissed my arm.
The blood dripped from my arm. Tears were streaming down my face. I went to the bathroom and dried the blood with a towel. I sighed, a bit, and took a bandage on the new soars. I bit my lip, and felt the pain.
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- Okay Alex, this is your new school, and this is your new locker, and here is your schedule, the princepal said, and left me. I looked down on my schedule. In 1st periode I had math with Mr Smith, in room 284 B. Hehe, the name fits well. But were the fuck is room 284 B?! I turned around in confusion, and looked at the door. Room 284B.Well that was easy. I took my mathbooks out of my locker. Earlier I got all my books and they is now safe in my locker.
In 2th periode, I had english with Mrs Blue in room 204 A. It wasn't hard to find, but it took me ten minutes. I opened the door, know I was a bit late, because I couldn't find it first.
- Well, who do we have here? a woman, Mrs Blue, I think her name was.
- Uhm, I'm Alex... I wispered. I was a bit shy with a lot of people.
- Oh, your'e the new kid, welcome! she said. She was young, and she seemed down to earth, but also down with the kids.
- Thanks...
- Take a seat besides Thomas, down there! She said, smiling. I walked down the classroom to a guy, Thomas.
- Hey new kid, he said, and smiled. He was gorgeous. He had blue eyes, and dirtblond hair. He had a lot of muscles, looked like a jock. He was the prettiest boy I've ever seen. And he was nice too.
- Uhm, hey... I wispered and sat down. I took up my books, and went to page 52, like it said on the blackboard.
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I walked out of the classroom pretty fast after the schoolbell rang, and it was lunchtime. Lucky it was Friday, so it was almost weekend and short day.
A little brunette walked up in front of me.
- You are Alex, right? She said, and brushed her long hair away from her face.
- Uhm, yeah? I answared, a bit afraid.
- I'm Nicole. I'm going to show you the school! she said. - Wanna join the cafeteria?
- Uh, sure..
We walked together to the overcrowded cafeteria, but somehow we made it to an empty table, where we sat down.
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Romance(UNDER RE-WRITING) Alex Kagura and his mother just moved to a new town. He is in freshmans year in highschool, and he knows well that he is gay. No one, besides his mother knew he was gay. First day in school, he meets this popular kid, Thomas Grey...