Regrets

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Crystal Pov

I stared blankly at the ceiling and a tear was streaming down my face. Get it together Crystal. I turned my head facing the clock and it read 3:00 am and Trey still hasent made it back home yet. All the thoughts going through my mind was where is he and is he okay? I already called his phone like five thousand times. But soon I was getting angrier and angrier with my emotions switching from worried and sad to furious. I had to calm my self down. It has to be a good explanation to why hes out so late. Maybe he had to make a drop off or something. The main thing that was going through my mind was is he cheating on me. I just need to stop thinking negative things. Of course hes not cheating on me he loves me to much. I almost cried again when I thought about him loving me.

I knew deep down inside he was loving me less and less each day. Its all my fault I'm the one who keeps pushing him away. I sighed and rolled over away from the clock. If I keep looking at it all its going to do is jumble up my emotions even more. Time began to pass by as I just layed their motionless. My eyes where beginning to close until I heard the bedroom door opening slowly.

A person that I'm assuming is Trey walked around as quietly as he could. Like I didn't notice the nerve of him. I felt the bed weigh down behind me when he got in. The smell of alcohol quickly reached my nose. I knew for certain that he did something that he wasn't suppose to.  Should I say something? After 5 minutes of debating with my self I got an answer. "Where have you been?" I felt him rise up and clear his throught. "I was ummm out." he said. A million things popped in my head. "Out where?" I was now facing up at him waiting for an answer. "I needed to get some fresh air."

I looked at him like he was stupid. "It doesn't take that damn long where the hell did you go Trey!" I barked. "Crystal I am not in the mood to argue just know I'm back." I know the hell he didn't. Does he know who the hell he is talking to? He must lost his damn mind. "Well know that I'm gone!" I screamed. I got out of bed and put some clothes on. I then ran out the room while I heard Trey yelling at me for me to come back. I went outside and hopped in my car. I tiredly drove down the street and off the high way. I decided to go to Walmart since it was 24 hours and I needed some place to chill.

When I got in the store I noticed this guy following me. At first I didn't notice it until I realized every isle I went to he was right behind me. I decided to speed walk and go to different isles trying to lose him. I ended up bumping into someone. "I'm so sor...." I looked at the person I bumped into and saw that it was Aniese.

Aniese Pov

Walking around Walmart looking for "certain" items I ended up bumping into Crystal. "Aniese what are you doing here?" Should I tell her? I knew I couldn't keep a secret this big to my self. I needed to tell someone and it had to be someone I can trust. "Crystal I think I'm pregnant." I blurted out. Her eyes got huge looking at me like I had two heads. She breathed then began talking. "Well have you told Chris yet?" I cringed at the sound of his name. Nows there two secrets I'm hiding from him. The bad part about it is I couldn't decide which was worse. I know that the state were in right now is bad for me to be having a baby.

"No I haven't I'm not even sure that I am or not. That's why I'm here I'm getting a couple pf pregnancy tests." She nodded her head and offered to help look for some. Soon she wounded up telling me why she was here. I was a little pissed. Crystal and me are like sisters and if Trey don't get his ass together he gone get a taste of my mean side. Shes already been hurt and all Trey is doing is hurting her also. If he don't stop what hes doing hes going to end up losing her. I know Crystal and I also know that she only has so much patience.

Me and her where walking around and I swear I felt like we were being followed. I began to observe my surroundings more until I didn't see anyone following us so I just shrugged it off. When we were finished getting things that I need we decided to go back home. I followed behind Crystal in my car. We finally arrived home and I was tired like no tomorrow. I got inside with Crystal following right behind me. I ran upstairs but quietly so no one could hear us. When I got in me and Chris room I immediately went into the bathroom with the shopping bags in one hand.

I pulled out three pregnancy tests and peed on all of them. I had the ones where you had to wait 15 minutes for a result. Sitting patently on the tub 15 minutes finally were over. Without looking I slowing picked up the first test. I almost dropped it by how nervous I was. I brought it up to my face and read it. I almost screamed it read positive. Panicking I quickly picked up the other two and read them and again they all said positive. I fell to the floor crying. I couldn't have a baby right now. I was suppose to only get pregnant after me and Chris got married.

I got off the floor and threw away the tests. I decided I wasn't going to tell Chris until further notice. Another secret kept away from him. Maybe I should tell him how I knew India only to get things off my chest. He would understand wouldn't he. I thought back to when the event occurred.

FlashBack

I was at India house with my cousin Shira. Crystal was gone on a trip for a month. Me and India had became friends after these last 3 weeks. I met her because of Shira. Both of them were into selling drugs. Shira only told me out of the family. India and Shira were originally friends but not really close. Shira was one of the cousins my family didn't like because she didn't do that perfect shit. My family besides my parents always had a mind set of perfect reputation. Well Shira always got in trouble and wasn't the best influence, but she was cool to talk to. Me and her were close. So we all were just chilling and watching Twilight. "I swear Jacob is fine ass hell!" Shira crazy ass said. We all laughed at her comment but agreed. Then just as fast someone had burst into India's house. "Put yo hands up and you wont get hurt. A group of men came in with guns and motioned us to get on our knees. Doing as they said we did. "Looky here we have India and Shira both ya asses owe us money!" one of then spat. "So were is it?". Without answering Shira jumped up and ran into the back with gun shots trying to hit her. Soon she came out with a gun of her own. India tried to help while I just looked at everyone not knowing what to do. I was hiding so I couldn't get shot. At one point they had India pinned and Shira fighting for her life. I looked around finding a gun pointing at the guy fighting Shira. They were moving so much that half the time Shira got in front of the gun so I had to make this shot count. I pulled the trigger but only to figure out I hit the wrong target. "Shira!" I yelled. The men left after that leaving me and India to help Shira. "What the hell Aniese!" India yelled. "I accidentally shot her I ment to shoot the guy I swear. Tears were rolling down my face. "Aniese!" I heard a faint cry. I looked down at Shira as she told me to stay strong and she knew I only ment good. After those words she died. "Shira Shira!" I screamed.  India helped me get rid of the body afterwards and I felt horrible we had to lie and say she was kidnapped. When they found the body we made it look like she was killed by a different person. At her funeral I cried knowing I was the reason why she was dead.

Flashback Over

After that me and India stopped talking and never saw each other again until she popped up in my life again. I got into bed laying next to Chris. He was sleeping peacefully like everything was ok. Maybe its just me who isn't ok. Thought after thought faded away as I fell into a deep sleep.

I only did two point of veiws this time. Chris and Trey will have their turn next chapter. Trust me drama is coming soon. Don't forget to vote and comment. Ill respond to all the comments I receive. I'm not updating until I get at least 7 comments.

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