part 17

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So I was writing the chapter and I saw a big hairy SPIDER on my bed next to my laptop.

Let's just say I freaked out and slapped it but it fell on my floor and I'm just scared to go in my room. 😫😥

I hate SPIDERS.

I would rather be in a room with drew dragging some hoes hair then stabbing her in the neck. Then be in a room with a spider.

Anyway back to the story.

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I woke up burning, drenched in sweat and rapidly breathing. My vision was fuzzy but I couldn't stay here any longer. Knowing he's the man who killed my mother.

I slowly got out bed as my wobbly legs hit the floor I knew my body still had the drugs in them.

I got on my knees and crawled slowly to the door trying not to make a sound. Each creak I made the more I feared someone would hear me.

I opened the door my eyes finally cleared up but my body still tilted side to side. I looked down and crawl straight forward.

My head slammed into a hard object causing me to fall over on my side. I grabbed my head and moaned in pain and I opened my eyes to see a figure Infront of me.

"So...Your up? Good dinners ready" a calm voice spoke. I looked at Andrew who was now picking me up and taking me to the dinner Table.

"I-I'm not hungry..." I mumbled as I struggled to get out of his hold.

He sat me down at the table and sat down across from me. His eyes peirced through my head as he was staring at me.

I looked down at the food before me, not Want to eat the steaming soup.

"Miles...Eat your food" he growled at me.

With that I made no other excuses, I picked up my spoon and ate.

I can act like I didn't know what happened and be clueless. No I can't the fact that he killed my mom makes it hard enough to be in the same room with him.

"...I know you remember miles. Me coming into your house and slitting your helpless mother's throat. You remember me trapping you in a basement and slapping you dead in the face. You remember everything" he said looking dead straight into my eyes.

A shiver ran through my spin as I heard him say it; that he knows I remember everything.

"Yes I remember everything. What makes you think I wanna talk about it" I grumbled.

A anger grew within me as he smirked and keep bugging me about her death and being kidnapped. I was close to breaking.

"you know your mom deserved  to die anyway she was nothing but a dirty slut who got with men and came home to beat you around every now and then" Andrew smirked as he saw my pale face.

"Don't you dare talk about my mother like that! She is nothing compared to you. You kill people and you enjoy it your a sick bastard" I yelled standing up from the table.

"Miles I had to and it was really not a bad thing. Did you even love your mom?" He questioned.

I felt the burning pain in my eyes as the water filled them making everything blurry. I stumbled a little as I slammed my hand on the table.

"You killed her! I remember you stabbed her right Infront of me. And you think you can talk shit about her as if I didn't love her. Yeah she beat me when she was sad but she was just sad! I was helping her by being her punching bag when she needed it" I yelled out.

"Listen your mom was a bad person you don't even know what your mom does do you! And after all those beatings she gave you...Was she getting better? Or where you just slowly dying and you didn't even notice" He yelled back.

"Shut up!" He glared at me as I screamed out. "Yes my mom was a bad person but she is my mother. A-and you killed her Infront of me. I didn't get to say goodbye, if anything your a bad person. You took me away and drugged me, told me nothing and you even tried to rape me. And what? Call it love!" The anger built up inside and I could help it anymore.

"Miles...I-" he started but I cut him of with my sudden fall to the ground.

"I don't wanna hear it! I just wanna go home I wanna go home" I cried out as I sat on the ground. "Take me home or kill me please" I cried. I rubbed my tearful eyes trying to stop crying.

"Why? Why did you do this to me. I just want to forgive you but I can't because you...Your a monster" I whispered. Tears ran down my red cheeks and down my neck.

I felt a warmth hug me and rub my back.

I closed my eyes And buried my head into his shoulder and I continued to cry. As the man who had done so many wrongs to me, was comforting me as I cried.

He cupped my face with his cold hands, looking at my red puffy eyes and bright red cheeks with tear marks stained onto them.

"I'm sorry miles I love you so much" he kissed me softly and then rubbed my cheek with his thumb. I closed my eyes to fall asleep so fast in his arms.



My head...

Hurts so much I feel dizzy just thinking about it.

I felt someone smooth my hair gently with there fingers. Soon the comforting warmth left my head causing me to awake fast.

My eyes  flickered open revealing Andrew.

He paced back in forth waiting impatiently for what seemed like my awakening.

I tried to say something but all that came out was a weeze and a grumble.

His face turned to me with shock and releaf that I had woken up. He came to my side and hugged me tight.

"I'm sorry" he hugged me tighter and repeated the words I'm sorry over and over again.

I looked down at the man who had done so much to me, I remember what happened. I can't forgive him but I can move on.

"I can't forgive you. You took me away and drugged me over and over again. You killed my mother" I glared at him as he Stood up knowing it was hopeless for me to ever love him.

"But...I will move on and I will be by you but I won't forgive you" I stated.

He looked at me with hope as the dark circles under his eyes started to show more. He hasn't slept since I had been knocked out but the drugs.

"I understand you won't forgive me for what I have done. But do understand I Care About you and nothing can change that" he sighed and walked to the door. "Wash up. I won't be back for awhile" he said and with that we was out the door.

I feel the guilt as I remember what I did to him before I fell asleep.

The words I said.

       "I don't love you. Your nothing but a monster" where my last words before I fell asleep.

And those last words keep eating at me as I keep seeing Andrews hurt and tired face.

How can you forgive a person who has hurt you so bad?

Sorry for the spelling errors.

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Would you rather.

Be burned alive or eaten alive

Just a random question.

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