Kidnapped (Boy X Boy)

And she's back!

Howdy 😊 it's me the loser of all time Anya knees.

So I haven't updated anything for months. Reasons why??

You all must be mad at me trust me I'm mad at myself too but I couldn't do much these last few months since I have lost most of my hope or passion for everyday things.

I haven't had any ideas nor the want to finish this book and I'm kind of still feeling that way. I have no feeling for it and I have made better and cute BL books in my free time. I never published them I don't know if I will. I kind of lost passion for singing, writing, dancing, even drawing. I felt like I needed to quit everything because it wasn't good enough or I felt like a failure. I'm struggling as it is in high school. Trying to keep my grades up and graduate without worrying. But sadly I have to worry so I'm trying to keep it all easy going so I can get through the school year.

I'm also trying to become a better person. Find myself and who I am and try to accept myself which is also why I'm cutting out writing. I can practice and learn more during the school year about writing and about myself. I've found more and more things I'm good at like yoga and acting in plays I have finally found a happy place and going back to this book would bring me back to a sad, dark place once again. I don't want it.

I keep holding onto this book but at the same time, I'm trying to let go.

I haven't made my choice yet but I feel like I will finish it and continue with my new start. Which means more BL books that have a less dark feel and a more goofy tone. I still want to make caged a thing since I enjoy the crazy way and feel it gives me. 

I hope you understand my choices and forgive me for all of the holidays and things I've missed I'd love to hear about what you did for your holidays or this year :3 I'm a lonely high school student who needs a break honestly!

I have been working on a new story called fruit punch and I don't know if you guys want this or not so here's the start of it . . . 

enjoy!

FRUIT PUNCH~

"I'm not gay!" We reply at the same time. I stare at our principal who had just insulted me by saying I'm gay. She basically called me a dick sucker which is rule number 29 never suck another man's dick unless it's your best friend. Well for my group of friends it is. And this jerk face isn't a friend! If anything he is an awful and I despise him.

"You think I'm gay for little scrotum licker over here? Well, Miss Rayfish you're very wrong. Unlike faggot boy here I enjoy the pussy-"

"Enough! Elton I don't want to hear that kind of words from your mouth. You may be my cousin but I'm still your principal" she grumbled.

"Now Uke fruit Ashby. Anything you want to say to Elton?" She asks me. I glare over at Elton with an evil smirk plastered on my face.

"Yeah I actually do; Elton when you fuck my ass please use a condom I don't want your STD or your AIDS near my cute tight ass. Have fun jacking off to your uncle" I start rejoicing to the door as if I had just seen a snake under my feet. No that's no snake that's Elton hays angry sour face glaring at me with his cold blue eyes. "Oh, and by the way, I'm not gay I'm fucking bi get it right faggot!" I rush out of the room and into the hallway. Clenching my chest my wrinkled shirt in my fist, taking a deep breath I smiled. I can't believe I said that! I'm not a pussy after all; yelling at the superintendent's son and saying he has aids, wait until the boys hear this one.

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Question!

Do you make books too? Or do you want too?

If you could make a book what would it be about? and would it be a BL or not even about romance?