When will you notice me... Senpia???

The murder

Ran down got my knife and stopped myself to going to Osana so went to the front of the school and stabbed the mud and grass. I calmed down i looked around thank goodness no one was around! I wasn't mad because she was being dramatic I was mad because now senpia would care about her and protect her more! It was lunch and I sat down with Kokona and Saki. A couple of minutes passed by and me,Kokona,and Saki were about to leave and then I saw it...
OSANA KISSED SENPIA ON THE CHEEK!!!!!
My whole body turned red but Kokona and Saki didn't notice because they were too busy talking 'bout girly stuff! I was so mad I couldn't breathe! Once Osana was finally separated from senpia I got my box cuter and stabbed her in the head!! She screamed and then stopped breathing. "Now.. you won't be a bother will you??" I said. I quickly burned her in the incinerator cleaned off and moped off the blood. "Phew" I said. I could tell I was getting insane and people would notice. I went to the turtle and asked for it to forgive my sins. Once I was done I felt like myself no emotion senpia lover. I saw senpia running and calling for Osana. But I couldn't get mad at my love!
12 days later Saki and Kokona came up to me and said, "Hey, Yan-Chan have you heard?? Osana been missing for at least a week now!" Kokona said.
"Whaaaaaat???" I said with fake fear in my voice "I wonder what happened? Heh.." I looked down but I wasn't nervous as I said only emotion love and rage! I saw that Senpia was sad. "Oh no I broke his heart!" I thought. I couldn't bare to see senpia like that.
When I got home their was a note on my door it said " Dear Ayano we and your sister are at a business trip your sister is too young to stay home alone with a teenager. There is some sushi, riceballs, and a rice bowl with soy sauce. Love your parents!"
I sighed and only ate one riceball and a bowl of rice I was to sad to eat because I saw my senpia sad. But I don't feel guilty he'll get over it!