I told you I loved you for three months. I hide nothing form you. How many times could I have cheated is do to many to count. Did I? Of course not, because I was in love with you. I would call and text just to make sure we were next. I guess I was the one holding us together. I was the glue. I wanted you and you told me that you wanted me too. Yet when I ask for that one favor you can't deliver. I thought you would have got it through your head, but instead I was alone. I had no place to call home. With you, I felt at ease and now I have no clarity. I had so many plans ready. I planed when you were gonna meet. Through a stupid call. I wanted you to be part of my life. All I heard form you was a lie. Guess what I there for you when you need me. I there when you wanted to talked. I opened up to you. I wanted you to be in my life. I tried to talk to you. You were the one who wouldn't answer my call or text. I offered you sex through a god dam text. I wanted you to take my virginity as if there was no next . I wanted you to have a pice of me with you forever. When you said no I thought it was because you loved me, but the truth is it was a lie. I tried to run to when I felt like their was no place to hided. Why? You told me you loved me. I thought it was real but in moments notice. It was lost. No, I didn't try to rhyme this was the crime. I tried to hided but there's nothing left cause ex. I lied for you and no I die for you. Will move to the next. Sure as hell yes. I won't waste my time for another tear. I wanted us to be free as an ocean breeze. But you wanted us to be confined. I felt like I was bines. Why would you lie to me? What was the point? If you knew it was gonna end this. Did you know that I would wear lingerie every time I saw you? Did I think you would get in my pants the way I wanted you too? Of course not, because said respected by body. I thought you were good to me. I thought you were gonna be the good guy for me. I thought you were different this time around but everyone was right you were a pussy. I agreed with everyone who said I'd find someone better. Even though my mind goes back to you. I know that I'll move on and that their won't be a year gap for you to come back. I know that I got hoes. And I know that I'm better off without you. Even though right now it hurts. I know that I'll move forward as you stay apart in my past. I'm finished with you when this part becomes public and my father beings to question me about everything I've written. To see how sometimes my writing shows how sick I must be. 551 words I thought I was gonna end it with but the numbers go up and now it will end with 573.
