A Tale Of Noh's Jealousy (One Shot Story)

Noh's Chaotic Love Confession

Noh's POV

I've been meaning to tell Phun how much I love him as much as he loves me, however, sometimes this dude is making it hard for me to tell him those words every time he started to become clingy to me. He's so blunt and honest to his feelings that it makes me feel so embarrassed that I just want to dig a hole and hide. Like, Cmon dude!! You're making it more harder for me!!! Sometimes he's all over me already while I'm still in the stage where I am trying to compose myself. Ack!! And because of that, I usually forget and  just go with the flow or most of the time I'll let it slide and think of another way in confessing my feelings. Although Phun had told me countless of times that it's fine if I don' have any courage to tell him those words because he already knows my feelings towards him. Yeah right! You're making me feel like a coward! But whenever I'll try to speak those three words out of my mouth, it makes me bit my tongue for no reason. I don't want to give up!! It's not only the physical things that matters here but our feelings as well and I'm not contented that Phun is the only person who could get easily tells me how much he love me. I'm a guy too, you know. But whenever I think of those times I've tried confessing there are a lot of distractions that is coming on my way. It looks like fate is trying to challenge and pick a fight with me.

I remember the first time I tried to confess to him at school when we're alone together, I'm almost there to the point where all I need was to spoke those words to him but out of nowhere, this fucking Ohm just popped out and teased me nonstop until we went home. Also, when we went to Siam Square together, I invited him to a restaurant and prepared my self to confess but Yuri and her friends entered the restaurant where Phun and I are eating. Although Yuri and I were friends already but of course I felt shy and embarrassed since she knows that I am dating Phun. They even sat together with us since this Khun Phun invited them together to eat with us in the table. Next thing that I'v tied was when we were alone together in my room. We were both feeling the mood but while I was waiting for the best time to say it to him but my mom knocked at the door which made me and Phun jumped out of the bed in surprised and move our body away from each other afraid to be caught by my mom. And the last time I've attempted to confess was when I'm at Phun's place. I was so confident since I know that no one ever has disturb us if we were alone in Phun's room but to my surprise, Pang opened the door without knocking while Phun's hands are under my shirt. My soul was almost came out from my body wen I saw her, and these silly girl was grinning while saying sorry to his P'Phun. AArrgghhh!!! I'm almost at my limit here!!! Can we go somewhere alone or  a place where no one disturb us??!!!

I'm so fucking pissed off that even Ohm had noticed how irritated I was. Sometimes I just pulled his hair or smack his head or get angry at him. That's why when Phun came to our classroom, that bastard Ohm hugged Phun and told him that,"Fuck Phun!! Stop fighting with Noh already, please I'm begging you!! Damn it, I might get bald and get a lot of bruises since he is so irritated and so fucking pissed off!! Also, I don't think that my friend is having a PMS!! Or, don't tell me you can no longer make him happy in bed and you're making my friend here get disappointed-" I smack his head hard for keeping his mouth run without thinking again.

"What the fuck are you talking Ohm!! Quit blabbering your trash mouth already!" Phun laugh at Ohm's silliness and told him,"I'm telling you Ohm, I'll never get your best friend tired of me in the bed and I know he's more than happy than I was." And that bastard just winked at me, making Ohm's face looks so disgusted and he's acting like he was about to vomit.

"Then I guess Noh got a PMS today!" Ohm run like a madman away from us, afraid to get caught andd get a smack again on his head. I can hear his laughter from afar.

"So Noh, what's the matter? Did I do something wrong?" Phun got serious and asked me in a worried tone.

"Noh, itt's nothing Phun, I'm just  little bit stressed and I'm thinking a lot of things lately."I explained to him.

"And what could it be?? I only wished Noh will only think of me but it seems that you've got a lot of things in your mind that doesn't concern me at all. I'm feeling sad."

What the hell are you pouting for?

"Don't think highly of yourself, you're not the only person that is important to me," I hide my embarrassment and murmured to myself that it's his fault why I am feeling so stressed this past days.

"What do you mean that it's my fault Noh?"

Huh?! Did my thoughts scattered out from brain? I got nervous all of the sudden, this guy is a fucking psychic!!!

"Well, I'm..ya' know, I-"

I stared at him for so long that both of us were no longer talking to each other. The more I'm staring at his beautiful face, the more I'm being drawn to him. It's like he's trying to hypnotize me. The tip of our nose are touching together and he slowly move his lips closer to mine. It was a brief peck on my lips but it made me get electrocuted from his touch. My heart is beating so fast and I want to kiss more.

"I love you Noh........ Do you love me, too?" He asked.

"Yes, I love you too, Phun." I answered.

He warmly smiled at me and pat my bald head as what he does always.

"You have finally said it, it took you a lot of months to utter those words. I'm so happy Noh." And Phun embraces me while I, myself was so shocked at the very thought that I was able to confess it to him and tell those words without getting nervous. 

"Damn it!! I finally said it Phun!!! I love you so much!!" I gave him a warm and tight embrace as well.

I thought of a lot of things I did in the past and the preparations and composing my thoughts but here I am, I have successfully confessed without giving an effort. It's making me feel so stupid all of a sudden. But right now, I am happy that I was able to see Phun so happy and blush. That's all it matters to me now. it's making me feel so blissful and contented.