One tear! Ran down my face, when I knew we were over. But I realized, it wasn't for you, because i'd lost you or something! No. It was for all those nights I would stay up thinking about you, what it would be like to kiss you, hold your hand, hear you say " I love you" All those nights I would dream about me and a person that is just a fantasy always disguised as you. All those times I would check my phone, because, as cliche and pathetic as that sounds, it would make my day.
But now?
My thoughts run black and red, hopes now dead. Because what I'd lost was not you, it was the idea of you, the daydreams of a future I thought I had.
BUT, HOPE, ONLY BREAKS YOU HEART IN TWO
I knew this but I didn't listen
He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me... IDIOT HE LOVES YOU NOT!
Promises unspoken, yet those promises broken... along with my heart.
I lied.
I cried.
But I don't anymore.
