What Am I

Chapter 2

Jacob POV

so today was friday me and santo was suppose to go out to eat today but i cancelled on him because id didnt want to get stood up again like he did me the day before yesterday, it still hurts me that he lied to me but its whatever im starting to think that he dont like me anymore but i dont want to jump to conclusions and say he do when maybe he dont but i cant judge a boo by its cover so whatever happens in life happens and i just dont even know anymore about us.

Right now im at home laying down on my bed relaxing and i eard a knock at my doorand of course since my mom was at work and its the summer i had nothing to do so i got up and answered the door, and guess who it was, santo himself -_________________-.

'um.....hey jay how come ou cancelled on me today? i thought we was suppose to go to dinner then watch a movie, did i do something wrong?' yes. you did do something wrong you lied to me, thats what i was thinking in my head. 'i cancelled because i have my reasons and i didnt feel like going oout today period'

'how come though' he asked with concern, i just didnt want to be stood up like he always do me but i never show him that he hurts me because i know he will fell guilty and then im going to get upset then next thing you know everyone is going to have a break down.

' chres....i cancelled because i didnt want to be stood up....again...' he looked at me and his face showed mixed emotions like sadness, anger and confusion.

' i never stood you up why wold i do that to you jacob? where is this bulls**t coming from?' and thats what made me irritated because i knew he was lying and it pisses me off how he just dead lied to my face and im not going to deal with his stupid stuff today at all and he knew this as well.

'really chres? so you didnt stood me up just the other day to go to desiree house?' he looked pale but he soon had sighed and rolled his eyes at me ' i told you that i went home to my mom for dinner i told youthat i had to go home and you know that!! why you always bring desiree up!?!? are you jealous of her!?!? huh!?!? are you!?!?' i started to cry and i just went off like i have never done before, ' GTFO MY DOORSTEP AND NO I AM NOT JEALOUS OF A ROACH AND I KNOW YOU WENT TO HER HOUSE BECAUSE YOUR MOM CAME TO OUR HOUSE FOR DINNER AND SAID THAT SHE NEVER TEXTED YOU TO COME HOME! YOU LIED TO ME I HATE YOU SO MUCH CHRESANTO I DONE NOTHING BUT BE GOOD TO YOU I NEVER LIED TO YOU AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME!?!? I DONT CARE JUST LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK TO M HOUSE EVER AGAIN I HATE YOU!!' and with that i slammed the door in his face and slid down my door shaking and crying my etes out, me and chres never had a argument like this before and i cant believe i said i hated him when really imm in love with him and always been in love with him since the 1st grade.....

i know its short and bad but i wrote this in school we have a short period today so yeah i hope you guys like it though :)