*Zach's POV*
"This is complete bullshit!" I spat
through the phone.
A long sigh echoed in my speaker. "Zach your funny. But not funny enough, like I said, you know what I want." Jonah hung up.
I wanted to scream. My fist slammed into the wall.
"What was that about?" Leah said walking out with tons of bags full of God knows what.
I had to think of a lie. "They shut our cable off!" I faked a grunt.
"Damn, we just payed it though..." She questioned my expression.
She pulled out her phone. "Well, you should call up Nick, maybe you can go look at suits while I look at dresses."
"Alright, love you." She stood on her tip toes to kiss me.
"Woah, save some for the big day." I moved her hand away from my 'area'.
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"No." Nick said critiquing my suit.
I sighed. "Oh come on! They all look the same."
"So what? This needs to be perfect. Plus she wants you to have a maroon tie, not some granny apple color." He sounded like a judge on Americas Next Top Model.
Flipping him off I sulked into the dressing room, I know I should be happier but it's just a suit. Like I could pick any of these, but I want to make Leah happy so I'm gonna just go with it.
"Zach I gotta go, Anna wants me to pick the kids up." He put hit fist through the fitting room curtain so I bumped it.
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Finally I have some time on my hands. Hopefully Anna doesn't tell Leah that Nick is leaving, she would just come find me. I grabbed my items and walked out leaving all the suits I tried on spread around the floor. I'm a mess.
Walking into a small restaurant I spotted her in a red stunning long dress with a cut down the side exposing her leg. I pinched my arm reminding myself I am engaged, damn, but her hair, like a waterfall down her back. She turned her head smirking, her blue eyes pierced into mine.
Goddamn.
I mentally slapped myself trying to remember who I'm really I'm in love with, which is Leah not her.
"Hello Zach." Her voice tingled my spine. "What took you so long?" She said dragging her finger at me.
"I - I was busy." I hesitated.
"Well. So, our little situation is kinda sticky, like my hands a few nights ago." She winked.
My mind sort of cringed. Her talking dirty ruined it for me.
"God Zach. Let's do it again. Tonight. No right now. Let's go." Her leg ran up mine under the table.
Shit. I wanted to say no so bad. But I had no choice.
"Leah cannot find out about this." My voice cracked. "I'm serious. I can't ruin what I have with her, I mean I'm getting married soon."
"I get it. Now let's go. I have some special things waiting for us." She giggled and pulled me through the back door of the restaurant.
The hall led to a small area with restrooms and changing rooms. It was connected to a Macy's.
"What the hell are we doing?" I sighed.
"Just wait." She chuckled.
"The hell? A changing room? What if a mom needs to change her kids diaper or something?" I said trying to put knowledge in her head.
She obviously didn't care. She started stripping out of her dress. Her body was curvy making me shiver. I can't take it. My temptations were too strong. I pushed her up against the wall holding her waist tightly.
"Someone's in a rush." Her lips explored around my collar bone.
My name escaped her mouth as I kissed down her neck.
I'm so sorry.
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"So." She exhaled fixing her hair. "When's our next meet up."
I buttoned my shirt. "I don't know. I have a family I'm kind of occupied."
"I mean damn you left your fiancé in a shopping center to have sex with me. Your schedule seems pretty open." Her attitude was picking at my nerves.
"Whatever... shit! Oh my god Leah called me three times!" I flipped.
"So what!" She shouted as I ran out of the room.
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I ran into a frozen yogurt shop and instantly ordered for two.
"Oh babe I was looking for you!" Leah said walking in.
"Hey! Sorry I was rushing around to find a good suit, and Nick just left me without notice so I was looking for him also.... yogurt?" I smiled hoping I didn't sound suspicious.
"Sure!" Her joyful smile made my heart melt.
It ached with guilt. But I can't lose her. So I need to keep doing this, but if she finds out... then I'll lose her either way.
"Ready to get the kids?! I'm sure they missed us." God her happiness made me feel like crap.
How could I hurt something so fragile?
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K! I'm back! I hope! Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. I have been sick with a virus for a couple of weeks and I have been piled on with a bunch of missing work and bad grades. Luckily, I have a good mom and she won't take my phone or laptop so I can start updating more. This chapter has me shook, and I'm the one that wrote it!
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