GONER (NiallXLiam) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 30

NIALLS POV

why why the fuck did this have to happen why please tell me why.
did i deserve this i don't know did i do something wrong. cant i be normal, i already had 2 years off am i going to miss my graduation? prom? no i cant think like this. maybe its a cold.

yeah a cold i have had for the past 2 months.

at first it was small,like a cough every hour or so, i would hide it by laughing even though it hurt.

i started not covering it up but no one noticed.

i just said it was hay fever, but even i knew my lungs were feeling heavy,

i knew i needed help breathing, i knew i needed some medical attention. i knew it was coming, the cancer coming back and pulling everything i had away from me, i knew it was coming back.

back to he hospital it is then, back to hating myself, back to not being able to hold my own weight not being able to be me, shouting at the people i love, i don't want this.

"HELP" i screamed not being able to breath.

then

darkness

everywhere i look was dark. i couldn't move, it was cold i guess.

LIAMS POV

"HELP" he yelled before collapsing in my arms

"CALL A AMBULANCE PLEASE" i yelled pulling Niall close to me

"i need you in my life please don't leave me" i cried into his hair

the rest was a bur of ambulances, shouting, nurses and bleeping.

"Liam Payne, Niall Horan has requested to see you" i heard a nurse say, i looked up to see Zoe Sugg standing there

"i didn't know you worked here" i croaked

"i like to help you now go see him" he pushed me gently towards the room he was in.

"Niall" i said running to him, he wrapped my arms around him.

"careful babe" he whispered

"what ohmygod" i whispered tears threatening to fall

NIALLS POV

i had a tube across my nose and wrapped around my ear and next to the bed was my oxygen tank.

looks like it did come back.

i haven't eaten for about a month or so. i didn't eat earlier, i threw my food in the bin.

"its back then" he cried into my chest

"stage 2" i cried into his hair

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I don't know if I liked this book or not... hmm I might finish the sequal i don't know. Right now I'm busy writing The Fear Of Falling Apart, it's a drarry fic (Draco and Harry from Harry Potter) It's soooooo close to 1K!!! This book took a loooooong time to get to 1K AND I'M SOOOOO PROUD IT HAS SO MUCH EVEN THOUGH IT'S SHIT AS FUCK!!! 

Love you all xxx sorry If I made you cry :'(