Enemy of Mianite (Book One) {COMPLETED}

Recovery

  This couldn't be happening. I barely knew her for long and I loved her, and now she was dead and gone. She couldn't be gone. No, she couldn't. SHE COULDN'T! I handed her body to Redbeard so he may weep as well, and I walked over to the pinned Furia. I grabbed my sword that was pinned in his chest. I twisted it, causing him to screech in pain. I pulled it out, and then started repeatedly stabbing him everywhere on his body. "BASTARD! BASTARD! DIE!" I finally finished the job by gripping my sword and bringing it down hard, removing his head from his shoulders. I panted slightly but took my sword out and sheathed it. "I will bring her back, even if it costs me my own life." That was a promise.
But, I couldn't bring her back for a while, especially in my emotional state. for over a week, I was unstable, sad, and extremely depressed. The loss hit me so hard, I nearly tried to killed myself a few times. But I always tried to keep going, and find a way. I prayed to Kianite that if he couldn't bring her back, then tell me a way to bring her back, but he never responded. He must have been upset with me for caring about her.
I had gotten fed up by week three. I was starting to think I would never see my love again. But then, I heard a knock at my door. I walked over and opened it up, only to see Tucker, Tom, Jordan, and Sonja standing there. "What do you want?" I growled tiredly. I was in a pretty horrible state. I barely remembered to eat and my eyes were red from lack of sleep and overdose of crying. Tom said "I'm only here cause these three made me, and Tucker is only here cause Sonja is." Jordan thumped Tom on the head.
"Whatever. Leave me alone." I said as I started to close my door. Sonja stuck her foot in before I could. After a few seconds, she said "Ow." I opened the door. "What do you want?" Sonja walked up to me and said "Jordan told me about how bad you took Capsize's death, and...." I cut her off by gripping her cheeks in my hand. "Do not speak her name, or I will run you through right now." She pulled away from my hand, slightly frightened, but still determined to help. "Please just let me help at least." Sonja asked.
After about a few minutes of about the same thing, I caved in and let her try to help me cope. the other three left us because they didn't care even half as much as Sonja did. Sonja came inside and I gave her a quick tour of my place. She was slightly impressed, and with good reason. I had spent my entire time in this world working on and improving this house to thefts of my abilities. I had farms and enchantment tables and crafting tables and a hell of a lot of furnaces.
"Whoa, you must have worked your ass off." She commented as I finished the tour. I shrugged slightly. "I got the base of the house done in a couple weeks, and I was wondering what to put in all the rooms for about a week." She giggled at my small joke, which made me smile softly. We both sat down in my small living room, which was one of the smaller rooms in my house, and I sighed. "You think you can help?" I asked. She smiled.

"I know I can."