Easy Life And The Hard Life

Chapter 31

Chapter Thirty One

~Bitch your'e crazy~ 

Liam 

Once I had got home I was hit with a string of questions by both parents and I kept my mouth shut. I had told the mother that I wish to speak in private about what happened and she was confused but okay with that. 

"Liam?" A sweet voice said. I turned to face the mother and smiled. She wore a flowy dress and had on natural make up. It suit her very well.

"About that night... I want to say that I was sorry.. I didn't mean for everything to be so much. I just want you to feel comfortable in our home. I saw you and knew that I could give you a great home, not a chaotic one." She looked away from and drops of sadness hinted their way into her honest voice. I sighed and smiled. I wasn't angry at her, no never. I was upset at their kid. 

"It was Mike.. It wasn't me that wanted to take off." I said. She looked at me now and remained quiet. "Im not blaming it all on him, but when I walked out I was having an asthma or whatever attack and he took my inhaler and when some one came by to see what was wrong he shrugged them off saying he was helping me when really he tried to kill me. Or at least hurt me enough to run off." I said with truth. She had disappointment written all over her face. I didn't want to tell her but I couldn't just let him get away with it. "I don't know why he hates me so much. I know that being friends with Chris is a big part of it. But I met Chris and Chris started to hang around me. It wasn't intentional to steal his best friend."

"No- I know.. Mike has  issues with stuff like this and well.. I guess we are going to have to fix it again. He was a only child for so long and now that its you and he doesn't like you... Its just hard now. But I refuse to give up. I know that in the end it is your choice and I do hope that you make the choice that you are comfortable with, I just hope that that choice is to stay here. I'm so sorry about what he did. That's so wrong of him.. I will talk to my husband about it and we will make sure that he never does it again." I nodded as she talked and listened closely. 

They wanted me to stay? I couldn't actually believe my ears.They wanted me to stay and be apart of the family. I smiled at the thought. 

"Miss.. I was just going to say that- well... I haven't had a family so I don't know how to act with you guys or joke around or even start jokes or be around your other family... This is just super hard and weird to start doing after so long."

"I figured. We will do the best we can son. I want you to know that we wont give up or give in."

"Thank you that means a ton." I said. She nodded and held a small smile and after that she walked out and went to her husband. He didn't work tonight unless he was called in for a emergency I learned. And I noticed that Mike was not home or either he was doing a great job in avoiding me. 

I turned to lay down on my tummy on my new wonderful bed. I was replaying that night. But only the good part. I cant believe that Chris- the biggest asshole asked me to be his boyfriend. Mike would have a fucking heart attack I know that for sure if he ever found out. 

I hugged my pillow close to my body and closed my eyes. It was Saturday and I start school soon. I was so nervous- only because my education stops so early and I wont be at the pace as everyone else. Will I get made fun for that? Or will that rich snobs remember who I am and make fun of me for that too? I internally cringed at the thought of being called a homeless bum in front of a large crowd of people. What was school even like anymore? Was it... Nice? Or was it... Horrible. I know that already I will hate math. Never will I ever enjoy math. I heard from Chris that it so hard to pass and I was scared that I would fail, or fail even more than I already have in life. 

I didn't want to fail anymore. I wanted to be better than that homeless boy on our street. I wanted Chris to be proud of me. I wanted him to be happy that I was smart and I wanted him to know that I am trying. 

Will he think I'm doing good if I try to be apart of this family? Will he be happy that I have a family? Is Mrs. Doe okay? I missed her so much. I miss how she was so kind to me and anyone who came by to see her. None of her family did but I did. I tried to give her presents and she would always say ' You didn't have to boy.' But what she didn't know is that I did. I got her a picture of me and her on the porch with a glass of lemonade in our hands. I put it on her counter downstairs so she could see it forever. I will visit her soon. Before I have to be.. Busy with school and family and Chris. 

I was so content with life that I didn't know what to do with myself anymore. I smiled and hugged the pillow closer. I could get use to that. 

I could get used to not being scared or worried all the time and just... Chill. I laughed at that. Jesus what am I saying? Will I start talking like the snobs? Or can I keep the way I talk? Will I become a snob too!? I was scared that that would happen.. I didn't want that too only because I didn't want to be a snob and feel that I deserve the world out working for it. I didn't want that! I didn't want Chris to think that's who I am going to be! Ill be fucking damned if I ever acted like that. I don't deserve the world, I should work to gain the world. I should work so hard that I can give Chris the world. He changed for me and for himself- for that he deserves everything. He deserves a smile. I think Ill steal him a rose from the store or someones yard. 

oh... Now that I have a family- do I have to stop stealing? Chris stole... My heart that is. 

Authors Note: Hey guys, really debating on giving my books to my bestie girl Gigglegirl113 

Only because I am not on anymore and I think she can give this book so much spark! She has basically helped me with this book since day one. So what do you guys think? I am just not devoting my time anymore. I have college to worry about and she has more time than I do.. So Im just debating. Tell me what you think. ( this book wont end dont worry) 

Thank you. 

See ya! How did you like this chapter though? A bit of a filler though.