Easy Life And The Hard Life

chapter 18 Chris pov

I was freaking out . shit shit shit shit..

" hello what the emergen-"

" shut up ! I need a ambulance to my house like right now .!!!!.

" it will be there soon what's seems to be the problem ."

" he -he wont take the inhale.. He is unconscious ... His lips are blue and his eyes are red underneath ." I said panicky in the phone . Liam wasn't breathing and I'm freaking out .

" who is this boy to you ?" She asked . I paused . what was he to me ?

" friend ..he is my friend ."

" have you notified his parents . "

" he - um... Yes .." I lied to police . Jesus I need holy water .

" Chris what's wrong ?" My mom said . she then saw Liam's lifeless body on the floor and she ran to him and put a hot cloth on his head .

" why is he only wearing a jersey and short on Christmas eve ?! Coldest night of the year ?" She said trying to warm him up . then we both saw the ambulance lights they came in with out knocking and took one look .

" I'm sorry but I'm going to have to pump his lungs to get air through his fave is turning blue ." the man said and they quickly went to work . my emotions were everywhere . My mind was running thirty miles per second and I wasn't thinking straight . I felt scared , I have never felt scared before ... It was different . they put a mask on Liam who still hasn't done anything . I felt the relzizeation hit me .

He could be dead .

" mom ... Mom .. He could be dead.." I said and my voice was cracking but I didn't care my mom suddenly hugged me . She's never hugged me ... It was different to but I hugged back . I felt her hug me tight. O suddenly remembered his face at the game .

He was smiling and jumping and cheering . Making the cheerleaders look bad . He was so happy , secretly I was watching him the whole time I wanted to show off to him . I noticed he was still timid around me I want him to be comfortable . But in the time I knew Liam .. He never looked so happy . And it was because of me . I was proud of that .. And I'm proud that he got a job . But when he was happy I was happy .

" we have him slightly breathing we are going to move him to the hospital . His body is ice cold . " the man said .

" will he be okay?" My mom asked . I looked up and saw the man look down and shrugged .

" we are hoping he pulled through ." it wasn't then till I saw the red scratch marks on his chest , and a bloody arm , his hair was falling to the side and I felt that I should push it back to where it belonged . But I resist . Liam must have been scratching his chest because the nail marks were deep like he was holding his chest .The thing was he was wearing the jersey I had given him and a pair of shorts with shoes that could only stand so much .

" we are going to move him now . please stand back ." the man said . suddenly he lifted Liam's lifeless body and I saw the pain that seemed to be deemed to his face.

" if you would like you can come to the hospital with us or drive your self's but choose quickly ."

" I'll come with .." In said automatically . suddenly I had a shiver run down my spine .I shivered and got my shoes on .

" what is the boy to you ?" The man asked. 

What is he to me?... Haven't I asked my self this ?

" um... A very close friend ." he nodded trying to pump more air in his right lungs .

" is he ... Gonna make it ? Please tell me ..." I said softly .

" I can't give you an answer because I don't know sir . "

" al-alright ..." I said being quiet while they pumped air in his lungs and I don't know what I was thinking but I texted Michael ( mike) .

: can you get too the hospital in 10 mins?"

: what the fuck ... What happened ?

: no time to explain ... Please ...

: ... Fine ... You owe me breakfast ...

: just get your ass up ...

I said but got no reply . I didn't care . once we got to the hospital I was in the waiting room whilst the doctor worked on Liam ... I had school tomorrow and I have to give the coach a good excuse about Liam not being on the job so I would fill for him .

I sat in the waiting room in dead silence.  no one was there and no one was around it was a bit scary but nothing was scarier than this moment , some one I cared about was ... Or is dying. ..

Soon Mike arrived and I didn't stand up but he sat next to me.

" alright ... We are in a hospital but you're not in the bed .. What happened ? Brother sprain his ankle again?"

" no ... Liam could be dying ..."

" who is Liam?" He said confused .

" ... The guy you don't like ..."

" I don't care about him though ... I wish he would die ! I hate  him ! He has all your attention and you bring me into this shit ! I want him to die !" I sat in shock . Shocked that my best friend just said that he didn't care about Liam . I stood up to him very close to his face so close that I saw his pupils dilate to big round circle.

" you listen and you listen good ... You have been nothing but a 100% no perservitaves dick to me and LIAM  ."

I growled at him poking his cheat making him back up .

" Because  I hate him ... With a fucking passion . That asshole has taken you away from me ..." He snapped . I pushed him for the first time actually caring what he says .

" Go the fuck away from me .. " I said pushed him away .

Once he left I sat there shaking full of emotions raking my body .