Angel

angel <3

I'm sitting, waiting for someone to ask me to dance, It's prom. I've been watching people dancing for hours. Still glassy eyed over the discussion with my boyfriend, scratch that, exboyfriend. If you can even call it a discussion. He basically just told me what he wanted and what was best for him. Tear drops were dripping onto my knees " Why is a beautiful girl like you sitting and crying all alone?" His voice was gentle it was melodic and smooth to my ears. "I'm f-fine" Stuttering, "You should be." I turn to the direction were the voice was coming from I see a glimpse of a godlike 18 year old, all of a sudden he winked and disapeared in midair. I think I was hallucinating. Ugh what's wrong wih me. When I was about to get up my ex pushes me back down, he has bloodshot eyes, he is drunk. He moves closer like he was about to kiss me but whisperes to my ear " Come with me." I started thinking about the possiblities," No,I'd rather stay." He is the agressive drunk type, he'll start grabbing me. When he does I try to resist but he was to strong and fast for that, he starts pulling me to the exit, I kept screaming and pulling, but nobody could hear me. The music was so loud that you would feel your feet vibrating. I was still trying my hardest and pulling away from his grasp. I couldn't do it, I have given up. I mean what's the point of using all your energy when you and everyone else knows that you will still be pulled and brought to the exit, and out. While I was getting dragged by him I was stuck in a crowded space with sweaty bodies and moving parts. When he reached the exit he used all his force to pull me out. We were out side walking to his car when he turns around suddenly says " I'm sorry, I shouldn't have treated you like that" But he didn't even sound sincere, he sounded flat. I couldn't believe myself for saying this to him but I did while I was thinking of a way to say I forgive you. I couldn't find away to say it. But forgetting he was talking I cut him and say " I forgive you" He looked at me like I just came out of a nut house. " Well then why don't we go in the car." I should've said no but I didn't trust myself to even speak. Who knows what would come out so I refuesed to open my mouth. He dragged me in the car. I sat down in the car, while waitng for him to sit down. He got in the car and sat I knew something was up. He drove us to the woods were there was a bridge. I was terrified of what I got myself into. "Austin look I don't want to do this please, I'm begging you." He looks at me like I'm the enemy and I knew what was coming. He slapped me across the face. I started feeling blood trickiling down my lip. He takes off his belt and tries to attack me. Austin locked all the doors and starts to hit me across the face again and again. He got ontop of me and starts ripping my clothes off my body. I was searching for the gass pedal. Once I found it I put my foot on it really hard and we started driving over the bridge. He was hitting everywhere. Austin startes yelling "Stop!!" I stopped and I heard something crash and I see water all around me. Then I started feeling water running up my knees, what did I get myself into?