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Tyler POV

I was so sad.

I left the only thing that gave me hope that I loved that loved me back and I fucked it all up!

I herd the door close I thought was gonna die I look over its Maci "you fucking idiot!!" She screamed at me I looked up she could see the tears in my eyes and she looked at me

"Are you okay tyler?" She asked I shook my head "ugh I feel like looking myself I don't know what I was thinking she left she hates I hate me fuck!!!!" I said in frustration

"You don't wanna kill yourself" she said "yes I do! What's the point anymore" I said by then it was completely silent she walked over to me and sat down "you broke up with her because you thought that was best she left because she thought that was best don't blame yourself"

"But I let fame get the best of me" I said she hugged me and I hugged back "everything's gonna be okay" she said in my ear we came from the hug and I kissed her cheek "thank you" I smiled she left and I fell asleep.

Donnie POV

everything was came rushing back from my mom dying and tyler breaking up with me I was home alone I was scared I wanted to kill myself I wanted to be with my mom that way life can be better! I ran to the kitchen a grabbed a knife I scream crying scared with a knife if my hand i could barley breathe my eyes red as hell

"Donnie stop!!!!" I herd a girl say I shook my head no tears raising down my face she ran to I dropped the knife and fell into her arms "I wanna go with my mom I wanna die!" I yelled we were on the ground she picked my arm up and saw the cuts "no, no," she said she picked me up and we went to the bathroom she searched everywhere for something tears sliding down her face racing everywhere "why are you crying?" I asked she didn't reply

She grabbed the alcohol and and some tissue and stabbed my cuts "May? Why are you crying" I asked softly "Donnie I used to cut myself my life sucked I wanted someone to help I wanted you here before I came to this family I was abused I was raped so I cut myself and cut myself until I almost died but then your dad came and he told me about you and how awesome you are" she said she whipped her tears and gave me a arm brace

"Thanks and I'm sorry about everything that um happened to you I really am and I'm stupid and I just miss-"

"Tyler. You miss tyler?" She said I raised my eyebrows

"I see you every night when you get jn your phone you look at a picture of him you do all that I know" she said I smiled

"Yeah" I said I walked out the bathroom and I went to my room and feel asleep.

Tyler POV.

I woke up and I saw a text message

Donnie~ hey can we talk?

Me~ yeah my ears are yours

Donnie~ um great so I just want you to know that
I love you and I will always love you more than just a best friend

Me~ Donnie I don't know when the world is gonna end but when it does I'll be waiting for you on Mars

Donnie~ Your so cheesy

Me~ I have a question

Donnie~ um what?

Me~ donnie I can't hide the fact that I'm love you everyone knows I do but I can't go seconds with out you because your the reason I smile I wake up will you be my girlfriend?

Donnie~ Tyler..........

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Cliff hanger what is she gonna say?? I want her to say yes but there a good chance she could say no!

Hope you like the chapter...🙂

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