the sounds of war. (girlxgirl) (On Hold)

semper fi

Samantha's PROV.

I keep hitting the punching bag harder, faster,
As I try to forget what happened out there,

but the sounds of war are loud I can still hear them clearly
Still see the body of my best friend as she was guned down,
I can still hear her scream as a bullet shot through her.

The image is still clear in my head of how she died in my arms
And how there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it.

I keep hitting the bag until my hands are bruses and bloody,
I hear a gasp and quickly trun around to see Lauren and AJ standing there Lauren looks shocked and AJ is has seen this before but I know he's not happy with me.

She runs over to me and drags me to the bathroom and tells me to sit down and she cleans my hands and wraps them up.

Thank you. She said, I raised a brow at her confused,
She sighs and she looks at me.

For earlyer when Brad hit me and you stopped him. She said
I nodded and made her sit while I treat her bruses,
She doesn't protest so that's good.

As I put the ice pack to her cheek I can't help but notice her eyes,
They are so beautiful, it appeared that she had been crying,
Which made her eyes as clear as crystal and as sharp as a dagger
After a moment I realized that I'm starring and look away.

Right as she went to say something she stopped herself
What was she gonna ask ?

What's up ? I asked and she looks uncomfortable she slowly
Looks over at my tattoo and looks qurious.

What dose semper Fi mean ? She asked.

It means always loyal or always faithful. I said she nodded
She went to say something but a knock on the door cut her off.

I open the door and there stands the girl from the bar,
She looks familiar now that I get a good look at her...

Hi, is AJ here by any chance ? She asked sweetly,
I nodded and we made our way into the house.

We get to the kitchen to see AJ dancing to somebody I don't know who but the song's pretty good, she sounds familiar
I look over to see tori recording him.

I run over and start dancing with him.

The dance there doing above ^

You guys are awesome! Ally said,

Damn, you dance to my song better then me. Someone said
I trun to see Ariana standing next to tori.

Your song ? I asked confused, she laughed
Yes, that was one of my song's. She said I blushed embarrassed.

I'm so sorry, I should have known. I said looking down.

No, don't be sorry I like it that you aren't just some crazy fan,
Your unique and different in a good way. She said.

I gave a small smile and she kissed my cheek.

after a while we went to watch a movie and I was sitting between Ariana and Lauren.

Tori was next to ally on the love seat,
AJ and the girl who I learned was shay went to talk.

The rest of the girls went to bed early.

The movie soon ended and I went upstairs to bed
I crawled under the covers and fell asleep.

*time skip*

AJ, I think I have a problem. I said and he rolled his eyes
And I hit his arm. "Ouch! What was that for ? " He asked.
I shrugged "don't roll your eyes at me. " I said. He glared at me.

"Ok, so what seems to be the problem in paradise ? " He asked.
"Well let me think... Oh, yeah, I like Ariana... "OK, so what's the problem with that ?" He asked. I like Ariana and Lauren. I said.
He looked shocked and then started laughing.

"It's not funny! I whine and he laughed even more.

"Well which one do you like more ? " He asked once he calmed down and I thought about it for a moment.

"I don't know, they're both great girls,
but I've got another problem" I said he raised a brow,

"I don't know if either of them are even gay or bi and I don't really know how to find out." I said he nodded and laughed.

"Come on, it's not funny! You know I haven't been in a relationship with anyone since... I traled off.

He quickly grabbed me and made me look at him.
"That was not your fault, now, how about we figure out what you like about each one and move on from there, sound good ? " He asked I nodded and smiled at him.

After an hour we came up with nothing! They're both amazing,
There's not one damn flaw they have that I don't love,

The only difference I can see is that Ariana is sweet and adorable
Where as Lauren is a badass and has a heart of gold.

"Sigh... Why can't love come with a warning label ? " I ask AJ,
"Because then it would be easy, but I know that you'll figure it out
I've never seen you quite before, surely you can handle two girls" He said. I rolled my eyes.

"Really AJ ? I think I would rather stick my hand in hunny and shove it into an ant hill. I said he laughed and grabbed my hand.

"Come on, if I can get a girlfriend so can you!" He said
I don't know how I fell about this.
but I don't really think I have a choice,

I sigh, This is gonna be a long day.

A/N

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