If we broke up
I would never be able to experience
the early mornings or late evenings waking to each other's bright faces
If we broke up I would never have the same playlist again
If we broke up I would never feel the happiness of a new day
Until I could catch my breath again without you there
If we broke up, the friends I once had would become strangers
If we broke up, the entire half year I'd spent with you, would be nothing but a clouded memory in the back of my head
If we broke up, I would never be able to feel genuine love again
If we broke up, old bad habits would be new again for the both of us
If we broke up
I would have to spend more time repairing what was once broken, fixed, and broken again
If we broke up, I would have to spend an eternity to find a best friend, inside of a lover as you were for me
8 months currently.
9 months coming.
Something in you has changed.
I'm terrified.
