Me,myself,and I

Why.the.heck.?.

So I haven't really written in this book in a while, which is kind of a good thing. Usually when I write something in here it is because of some crap that happens to me, so I need to let out my feelings. Now that I am writing in this book again....yeah you guessed it, crap has happened.
Are you ever able to just tell when something's up with your bff? And your at the point where, you know something's wrong but you don't know what it is. Isn't it just very grand to find out that she was acting that way just stalling for time until she dropped the bomb on you? The one that said "oh hey, the problem is I don't think we should hang out with each other for a while. I'm trying to get over some things, and I just think it would be best if I didn't associate with you for a while."
Just an amazing feeling that is to hear your bff of a veeery long time say that to you while crying and trying to hold in her tears. Then to hug her because you know that what she said was hard for her to say, and that it probably just came from her parents that don't like you. And because you know that that might be the last time you can hug her without getting her into trouble with her crazy strict parents.
Honestly, it's just great....says the very sarcastic side of me. Being completely honest, it's horrible. And it hurts a lot. I don't usually cry for anything, 'cause that's just me, but I legit cried for about 30 minutes after she said that.
Like I said, crap happened.

*night guys, or morning depending on where you are and when you wake up. Hope y'all are having a better time than I am*