The Baron Palace

Chapter 1 (The beginning )

" I just want to let go ... of everything and get over these all " I said to sally .
"Hmmm lets see what's your hobby?"sally asked with smile sitting cross legged with her blond hair all over her shoulders and her sunshine smile .
"M..y my hobby?" I questioned being more relaxed more... more free , more free to breath , to comfortable and not fear from anything .
"yeah , the thing you like to do that take you to another world , or what were your passion before all of these happen ?! " sally asked .
I bite my lip thinking , it has been a very long time since last time I did a hobby...
" reading , and maybe ..... writing " oh god its been a while since i did those things , i really miss that .
"That's it dear " she said smiling.
"Wha...t , what is it?"
" you need to let everything go , right?" She asked me
"Yes sure" I said not quiet understanding what she means.
She moves her chair closer to me and holds my hand between hers.
" write everything happens to you , write what you see , write what was your feelings, your experience , write and bury the past" then she lowered her voice "Write your fears let them rest in peace " then she moved back to her chair , I stared at her  with my brown eyes  like i was trying to get what she really means .
" ok " I finally said .."okay " it's like I have taken my decision , or The inner part of me decided tp finally to reach liberty   .
" okay then Carine , See you next Monday " Sally smiled at me
"Yeah sure , thank you sally for being  there " I smiled warmly.
" Bye " she said while i closed her office door.
I hold my jacket then head towards home
" hi girl , look at you , much better baby " Johny said
" thanks Johny , Goodbye" i said smiling to her while passing through her desk . I love johny she is funny and ..and ... she is mama bear in the end.

When i got home i put down my keys and head towards the kitchen .
"Hey mum" i smiled at her and drinking some juice from the fridge.
"Honey , how was today with sally ?" She asked In concerning.

" much better " i smiled 'better than the past jackasses

My mum's eyes fall if tears "oh baby i am more than happy to see you getting better and smiling ..." she sopped "after 2 years and a half" she hugged me tightly .
" mum its ok , thank you " i told her hugging her back and kissing her forehead.
She whipped her tears " oh shhh just go see what ever you wanna do " she smiled and i smiled back i head towards my room.
Tik...tok..Tik .. Tok
I don't know what to write , i relaxed on my chair ..hufff should i start with the accident , or the travel , the forbidden ....
(Just let it go) , Huuffff , okay then i will leave it to my pen.

'Same old routine like everyday, nothing change , nothing is ever going to change , the change already occur since that day ,' i told myself . I just.... i just don't know how long am i going to be sitting in this position me staring at now where my eyes focus on some unreal point my hands hold each other in sitting position , forcing myself to not remember to get rid off.... of..f ....
*Hasaaaaaaa...ehaaaaa...l...p........uaassss..ssss*  no no no please not these voices again please god ugh .... i am struggling inside and just nothing out side oh my heart beat . Please slow down i dont want to back there again .... oh god
*Hasaaaaaaa...ehaaaaa.....* no ... no ...
(Knock... knock)
"Honey, you should take your medicine" my mama said , she came and gave me the medicine , and i just  in the same position ...
" Carie , Hmm Your suii..., i mean i have changed the old doctor and there is now a new one he can help you to get better " she said while combing my hair , I don't really care how is my doc they are all the same they all see my case as the result of the accident, just shocked no one understand ...' no one believe me' i whispered to myself.
"Honey , he is different just try him , please for the love of sake of god " she begged me with her eyes . "Please" she said again
I nodded quietly .
"Oh great i will go call him , he can't wait to meet you" she was excited and headed towards the door.
"Whats...whats his name?!" I asked quietly .
"John" she smiled and then get out the room..
"John " Hmmm , why i feel like its going to be tough, complicated, Far from what i expect with him why i feel li......
"*Hasaaaaaaa...ehaaaaa...l...p........uaassss..ssss* no not you agaain.... Aaaaaaa
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