Secret Dating ~ Lucaya

Wounds you left opened

Lucas POV

I had just left Mayas house and the more I think about it the more I realize that it was probably a bad idea to kiss her right after I said i had a girlfriend in front of her parents. She is probably getting a lecture about it because her mom got cheated on. I will never forget the time she wrote a note to her father that was the first time I saw Maya Hart cry and it crushed me to see Maya like that. I still don't understand why she stopped talking to Riley and I after we came back from the ski lodge. I have a idea but I have to make sure.

I was in such deep thought I didn't realize I had already made it to my house. I got to the door and opened it to come face to face with and angry mom and a pissed off girlfriend "hey sorry I'm late I as at Mayas" I said then I forgot to tell Riley Maya and I had a project together.

"Woah why were you at Mayas" she said getting up from the couch. I was so tempted to say none of your business but I didn't "Me and Maya were assigned to do a project together." I said "oh but why don't you just let her do all the work and you can spend more time with me." she suggested "because it's not that's kind of project" I answered" how is it not that on it if project" she asked getting annoyed now "because it's for choir we have to sing together because we are the best singers in class" I said getting frustrated she wouldn't drop it. "Oh why were you over there for so long?" she asked "because we caught up with each other and then her parents came home and we talked." I answered hoping she would drop it. "How is Maya"she said getting sad now. "She's doing great" I said "oh" she said about to cry "I miss her" she cried "I know you do" I tried to comfort her.

Riley POV

I miss my peaches so much I can't believe she beat the shit out of me. Must me bottled up anger. I still have no idea why she stopped talking to us she only talks to Farkle and Farkle won't tell me anything.

I mean she said she didn't like Lucas like that. And she was doing it for me but I don't think that's true. Josh has a way of manipulating any girl he wants. I've seen him do it a couple of times but I didn't think Maya would fall for it.

She was going through a crisis she was vulnerable and Josh took advantage of that because he was jealous she started to like Lucas.

I would be been fine if he picked Maya because then I would've finally got my chance with farkle but then he started dating Smackle and I was too late. He moved on after years and years waiting for me or Maya to like him back and we never did all we did was take advantage of him we thought he was a joke.

Know that he matured he's gonna think I only like him because he changed but no. I've always liked him but I was to scared to scared something was gonna happen I couldn't lose Farkle.

Then Lucas shows up he was a distraction for me someone to get my mind off of Farkle. But when Maya started to like him I thought this is my chance to let Lucas go to go with farkle and finally be happy. And I was but when we got back from Texas sure enough Farkle as already with smackle and I was stuck with the stupid exhausting worthless piece of shit awkward fucking triangle. I know you might think I'm using Lucas but I can tell he's using me.The group hasn't been the same without Maya.

I haven't been silly or what most people call it me.

Lucas has been getting mad at every little thing more easily.

Zay tries to be funny to lighten up the mood but the only one that understood his humor was Maya so he can't be himself.

Farkle talks to me less and less everyday and talks to smackle more.

Smackle tries to talk to me but I just push her away cause I'm jealous she has him.

I'm I guess you could say popular now and Lucas is a jock now Maya was right. Maya was right about how we would drift apart and I promised her we wouldn't. I broke that promise. She think we all left her. But it was her fault for

1) falling for my uncles shit.

2) she stopped talking to the group.

But I also know it's also my fault for

1) bullying her when I became popular

2) not trying to fix our friendship.

The funny thing is though she hasn't taken off our friendship ring. I still wear mine too all the time. I still sit at my bay window hoping she will crawl in and yell honey or riles I missed you and I could say peaches how are you. But I can't and she won't. No matter how long I wait

My peaches won't come back to me.