Love Scars | Xxxtentacion

6

"Saleen." I heard. I turned around to see Jahseh.

"Jahseh! You can't be in here. This is the girls bathroom." I told him.

"Man fuck that," he said walking towards me. "I'm just tryna make shit right with you."

I turned around towards the mirror pretending to fix my makeup. "Saleen." I proceeded to ignore him.

"I'm sorry, I know we was supposed to be at the party with each other and I let other things take my attention away from you, knowing I was the only person you knew."

I turned towards him again, "I get it. You're famous and everything. I don't know what I expected."

"Nah, I was in the wrong because friends don't do what I did to you. I'm sorry, I won't do it again, just please forgive me."

I sighed and crossed my arms. "So you just gon stay mad forever?" I rolled my eyes. I looked at him as he slowly opened his arms with a smile. I couldn't help but smile too.

"Whateverr." I said hugging his torso, his arms around my neck. He rubbed my back as he did so. It must be a habit.

"You know, you didn't feel some type of way for no reason." X said. I felt the vibrations from his chest as he spoke.

"What are you talking about, weirdo?"

"You were jealous. You like me." He teased like a child.

"What?" I laughed pushing his chest.

"I'm just playin, kinda"

"You swear you funny, huh?" I said, ruffling his dreads. He laughed too.

"I'm fucking hilarious." He boasted, I shook my head at him. "Hey, I'm serious though. I didn't mean to make you feel alone. Ion like when people do shit like that to me neither."

I chewed on my lip. "I already forgave you. It's okay Jahseh."

"I know but I was just so stupid-"

"You were, you were." I agreed.

"You done?" He said.

"Big mad or little mad?" I laughed.

"Anyways, I just feel bad. You ain't deserve all that. You my friend."

"Aww you getting all soft on me, X." I teased.

"Whatever man I'll be soft. I just wanted us to be cool again honestly. I like being around you." He said. I smiled. "So... you and Jarad..?"

"What about us?" I asked.

"Y'all niggas a thing or some shit?" He asked, I shrugged.

"I mean he's really sweet and fun but I don't know him like that." I responded. He nodded.

"Well I think he's feeling you highkey." X said. I shrugged again.

"Pretty sure he's just friendly." I said and X shook his head.

"Oh I don't think so. Trust me when I tell you, he's definitely feeling you."

"Okay Jahseh." I let him have it.

"Let's just go back before they all start assuming some dumb shit." X said. I nodded while following him out the bathroom.

"Y'all made up?" Ski asked. I nodded. "About fucking time!"

Malaysia and Skies were sucking face while Trippie and Juice were engaged in conversation.

"You left me in the car with them." Jahseh said motioning over towards Skies and Malaysia, who were still making out.

"You had Stoke with you, right?" I said. We looked at a drunk Ski attempt to balance the bowling ball on his head.

"Yeah. I did." Jahseh said looking back at me.

"Oh my god I'm sorry!" I laughed so hard I had to hold my sides.

"Aye Lee Lee! It's your turn." Ski said.

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At the end, somehow Stokeley's drunk and high ass won against everyone. I was second, Skies was third, then Ayleks, then Jarad, then Trippie, then Malaysia and Jahseh was last.

"That shit was cheating." Jahseh exclaimed.

"No you just suck." Malaysia said.

"You right down with me too." He shot back.

"Yeah but who gotta better score again? Exactly." Malaysia waved him off.

"Aye but for real for real, I ain't getting in the car with y'all no more." Jahseh said. Everyone then mumbled how they didn't want to be with them either.

"Aye we can all fit in my car. Let's leave them."  Trippie said.

"Shotgun!" Jahseh called.

"No I'm sitting shot gun." Ayleks said.

Jahseh rushed to the front seat slamming the door behind him. He stuck his tongue out at a pouting Ayleks, as she gave Jah a death glare.

"Aye my boy!" Trippie said, dapping Jahseh up as they did a handshake.

We all piled into Trippie's car. On the way back we were listening to X, Ski, Juice and Trippie's music.

Ski's big ass sat on my lap while Ayleks was in the middle and Jarad was at the end.

"Yo my emotions are a fucking roller coaster right now." Ski said. The song switched from "Dont Test Me" by X to "All Girls Are the Same" by Juice.

"No deadass." X agreed.

"I was just hype and now I'm sad." I said. "Jarad, are you okay?" I joked.

"Wowwww." He said as everyone laughed.

"I'm just playing man." I laughed, reaching over Ayleks to lightly push his shoulder. One corner of his lips was curved up and I could tell he was trying not to laugh again, but he failed.

Trippie swerved into a parking lot in front of Panera, almost scaring me half to death.

"We finna get some bread or some shit?" Jahseh asked.

"Nigga Michael is craving Panera so Michael stopped at Panera." Trippie said.

"Nigga don't nobody want none of this shit." Ayleks complained, making me laugh.

"Man look, I don't care what we have I'm starving. AND I need to smoke." Ski said.

"I don't care either." Jarad added.

"Aw four against one." Trippie teased, poking Ayleks' nose.

"Whatever. We'll see if you keep that same energy when you want some pussy tonight." Ayleks said.

"Oouuu." I said, I instigating it.

"I ain't stuntin her lil ass. She gon give it to me anyway." Trippie said, stopping the car and getting out. "Let's go!"

We all hopped out one by one. I let out a breath as Ski got off my legs. "I can't feel my legs to be honest." I said, making him laugh.

"Yeah I know I'm a fat boy now." Stokeley said.

"You're not even fat man." I said, looking at his body. Was he skinny? No. But, he's just a lil thick that's all.

"Let me help you." He offered. I reached my arms out and he grabbed my hands, pulling me out the car.

"That's why you should've just sat on my lap but hey." He shrugged, I shook my head amused by his bold statement. He was so wild.

We all grabbed a table by the window. The sun was in the process of setting, so the sun was still beaming through the window.