STUPID FREAKING RANDOMNESS 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

🏀MY EXPERIENCE ON THE SCHOOL BASKETBALL TEAM🏀

Lol peas

Do you know I was on the school basketball team for maybe four weeks??

So I played basketball in gym pretty good, so for some odd reason I thought I would be really good on that team.
Lol I wasn't super good
I had no idea wth I was doing half the time!!

Well like, I kind of knew, but I didn't at the same time
I was okay at passing and dribbling, but wasn't so good at shooting
Especially free throws
I always had to run suicides (running from one line and back, and then another line and back, etc.)
I never usually got any points on my free throws
One time I got one out of two points I was happy that day

Then I realized I had a crap ton of homework I needed to do, and if I was going to tournaments a lot, I may fail my subjects, because I'm no stranger to procrastination.
Yeah
Also there were multiple positions I needed to memorize, and I couldn't do that
Memorizing things are hard
There were lots of things I needed to do for basketball and it was just too much for me to take in
STREsSfuL

I often found myself almost crying in most practices, but then nit because I was really confused about why I was crying
Boi, I really like basketball, I was really hyped to do tournaments
Stress got the better of me once again

I remember it was only a few days until out first tournament, and I just couldn't
I couldn't handle it
One of the hardest things I've done in grade nine was telling the coach, "I'm sorry, but I think I want to quit the team."
I was almost crying when I said that
I felt like I was letting the coach down, who I highly respected, my team down, and my friend who helped convinced myself to be on the basketball team down
I felt like crap

After I told people I quit, of course my friend found out and she was really supportive!! I felt better after that

But then someone said loudly and kind of demanding to me, "Why did you quit??"
It seemed kind of aggressive at the time, but I was also not okay, so it makes sense why I thought that

After that schools still stressful, but not stressful

Oh yeah, I have Pathfinders (Girl Guides) Monday, dance Tuesday, yearbook Wednesday, piano Thursday and if I still was in basketball, I would have that Tuesday's and Thursday's and sometimes Monday

Boi

So that's my story of the school basketball team!!
Byeeeeee