Life is too short to throw away on the little things that dont matter, well thats what i thought. i was walking back from school when it happened, my life whole life shattered into a million tiny pieces and now between the sand and stones, the thought of it stops my heart and makes my mind go blank! Although having forever to live sounds great its still not long enough. And thats a long time for me!
Even though my world was crumbling around me i needed to get on with it.So i put on the clothes that lay on the floor like the bare rock bottom of my life. It had taken everything i had lived for now that is gone there is nobody to live with or to convince me that i still had one tiny shread of hope left, but without that i have no reason for survival. My heart was bleeding with the anger and fear i knew i loved my family but thats never enough. they did this to me made me a monster. my mum always used to say to me "its ok to be scared as long as your courage outweighs your fear", now i know that for me this will never be true.
i found the strength and brought myself to go and get the milk in order to start this endless nighmare of a day. As i opened the broken front door, i saw it hang on the rusty tinted hinges ready to fall off and end the life that was never worth living! me and and the door have this in common. I walked out into the open air, i ambled along when there he was...
He was the angel, his presence brought warmth to my hollow heart, empty heart. The sight brought a suttle yet warm glow to my eyes and all my bones started to ache! i had to know him, as long as my soul survives.
