It's been two days. I'm still at my dad's. Nate and I haven't talked. I'm still hurt. Luckily my depression isn't effecting me as much. He calls me everyday about 20 times. But I'm going home home. Just me. Going to talk to him.
I'm currently getting dressed. I put on a black Adidas hoodie Grey adida shorts and black boots with skulls on it.
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My hair was in a messy bun that I haven't touch in a day. I head down stairs. I see my dad Susan and Finn. "Ready pumpkin" he says I nodded We got Into his car and drove over to my house. I get there and I made my dad stay in the car. I head Inside. I open the door and see Nate on the couch. He looks over. I see his eyes are red and had tear stains. "I'm sorry" he says I missed him I just wanna jump in his arms and kiss him and cuddle into him. I forgive to easily. "That's the 3rd time out of 5 years I'm pretty sure." I said. "I know. Baby I'm sorry" he stood up "Why" I asked "I was drunk and high to the point I couldn't walk. She basically took advantage of me. Ask Tez." He says "Who was she" I asked "I don't remember her name because I don't care for her name" he says " I hope she use a condom" I mumbled "She did" he says softly "To be honest I'm really upset. And I just wanna jump into your arms and kiss you but I remember. And tbh I don't kinda like it" I say He stays silent "I also just wanna fucking screaming and hit you to smack some shit into you" I yelled "I understand that" he says I started crying "I don't know what to feel"I say
He walks up to me "Smack me" he says "No" I said softly "Do it" he says I swing my hand and slap him I felt better He didn't even flinch "Better" he says "A little bit" I said "Baby I'm sorry I love you and only you. No one else. Not any hooker not my fucking idols. You. And Finley. Please I'm sorry." He says "I love you" l I hope I don't regret this "I love you too" I say. He hugs me. I hugged him back. I jumped into his arms. My legs around his waist and arms around his neck. Our lips connected. I pulled away "You need to sanitize your dick before I use it again" I said He chuckled "Also my dad hates you" I mumbled "I know" he moves his hoodie and I see a huge bruise on his face. "Well shit he did that"I asked "It hurt like a mother fucker." He says I kissed it lightly. He kisses my lips again "Gosh I missed those lips" he says I smiled. I told Nate I had to go tell my dad to watch Finley and I'm gonna stay here Nate sets me down I walk outside. I go to my dad's car "Hey dad can you guys watch Finley. I made up with Nate" I said "He fucking cheated" my dad snapped "So did my so called mother but you stayed with her" I said He nodded He drove off I go back into the house and Nate and I cuddled on the couch for the rest of the night
Okay welp. I'm have writers block. Idk what to write. MEssageme ideas
