Pretty Girls Have Curves

Mine

"That's a good question , why did you leave me ? " I asked sort of in my feelings

She stiffened at the question .

Maddi POV

He asked the one question I've been trying to avoid. I miss Pierre a lot but after Cory my trust is limited .

"I left you because ...." I trailed off

Pierre looks at me expectingly

"Because? ??"

"Because I was afraid, " I say low

"Afraid of what? "

"Afraid of getting hurt,  emotionally & physically.  Cory damaged me deeply and Im not sure if I can take that again. "

"Maddeline I would Never intenionally hurt you, I understand you've been hurt but you have to have faith in me & not hold me to what your ex has done " He said while holding my face in his hands so that I'll look in his eyes , I look away feeling guilty

I dont say anything because he's right , Pierre hasn't done anything for me to question his intentions and its wrong to punish him for what someone else has done Now I feel like crap , what if someone would of judged me because of their past relationships ? That isn't fair.

"Look at me" Pierre says carressing my cheek softly.

"I will wait if that's what you want,  I wont pressure you into being with me . Take your time I'm here and always will be. "

he said making a few tears slip out of my eyes .

Ugh I'm always crying around him. he must think I'm an emotional teen wreck. 

"But why Pierre? Why do you want to wait on me?  You deserve better than me,  You deserve to have a public relationship with the woman you're with. Not have to hide her away in the shadows,  you deserve someone who can give you what you give them.  " I say finally looking in his face which suddenly is filled with rage

"God Maddi why wouldn't I want you?  you're smart,  sweet,  loving,  funny,  beautiful & caring.  I want to wait on you because you're worth the wait,  stop doubting yourself! You really piss me off when you do that.  " he said yelling in frustration

Now I'm crying hard,  I didn't mean to make him upset I just wanted to know why.

He walked over to me and pulled me into his embrace.

"Awe man,  stop crying,  I didn't mean to yell,  you just mean so much to me and when you question my reason for wanting you, like I shouldn't want you upsets me.  I just wish you could see what I see. " he said

"You hurt me maddi,  when you left I felt empty,  my heart seemed to sink  , idk why I feel so strongly about you but I do & I can't deny it or push it away. "

I just kept crying because I feel so bad that I hurt him,  it was never my intentions. I didnt  want to break up with Pierre but it seemed logical at the time.  

"I'm - so - rry " I said in between sobs. 

"shhhhhh" you've already been forgiven.

I looked up to him because I'm shorter than him.  I began to plant kisses on his neck and got on my tippy toes to kiss his jaws.  Then he met me half way so I could kiss his lips. 

I let my kiss speak for how I felt.  I started soft,  then bit his bottom lip requesting an entrance. Once  granted, I slipped my tongue in and intensified the kiss filling it with passion & lust all in one.  He groaned then Lifted me and I automatically wrapped my legs around his waist.