Our Secret (boyxboy)

Chapter 6

Stiles

Scott wouldn't shut up about Derek for the rest of the day. Always asking me question I had no idea how to answer. It's not like he's actually there all the time. He just sleeps there and eats occasionally. He asked me if I had talked to him about anything and I couldn't stop myself from thinking about the night after I woke up from dreaming about him. After that I kind of avoided him as much as possible, and I think he knows. But of course I didn't tell Scott that. 

"Not really. But what would we talk about anyway. So Derek, how is it to move in with the guy that got you arrested once and the guy that arrested you?" Scott just rolled his eyes.

"That was a year ago. I think he has forgiven us about that by now." We walked up to our lockers to get our stuff so we could go home. Just as we turned around we say Lydia talking to Jackson. I turned to Scott.

"When did he get back?" I asked him. 

"I have no idea." Just as I was about to ask him if he could listen to what they said they walked away. I hadn't even thought about Jackson being gone until I just saw him. Wonder where he's been. Not that I actually care, it's not that we're friends anyway. We continued walking.

"So we're just gonna tell Derek right? If he's even home. He usually just comes in at night to sleep and if he does I can tell him then. Scott?" I turned around and saw that he wasn't there. A girl passed me and looked at me weird. 

"I didn't talk to myself, I though..." She just walked away. Where the hell did Scott go? I looked around and saw that he had stopped to talk to Allison. She looked at me and waved, I waved back. Scott walked up to me and looked quite sad.

"What now?" I said.

"I just don't like lying to her." We walked out from school and toward my car. 

"I understand. I don't exactly like lying to my dad." I saw Lydia with Jackson again but decided not to mention it. We got to my house a few minutes later and to my surprise Derek was sitting on the couch watching tv. He turned it off when we came in. My dad's car was gone so that means we could talk.

"We have something to tell you." Scott said and sat down beside him.

"The night we found your house on fire we..."

"Yeah I was wondering that the hell you were doing there." He said before Scott got to finish. He looked annoyed.

"If we hadn't come you probably would've still been lying there. We saved your life. Plus that's what he's trying to tell you so just listen" I said. He looked at me and his face softened a bit. His eyes lingered on me for a few more seconds but it felt like an eternity. Everything just stopped and it felt like it was just the two of us in the room. Scott was completely out of the picture and Derek was all I could see. But then his eyes were gone and all I could see was his neck. 

"As I was saying. Stiles and I weren't meant to go to your house from the start. We were justs driving home from school and.." He paused and looked at me. I nodded at him to continue. Derek looked between him and me confused.

"Well we almost hit that lizard we told you about. It's real Derek. I swear that it was the lizard. And it was headed towards your house so we followed it and then your house was on fire and we pulled you out and yeah." He didn't look shocked at all. He just looked at us like it wasn't a big deal at all.

"Why aren't you more freaked out?" I asked him. He just rolled his eyes.

"First of all Stiles, I don't freak out. Second, I already know." The way he said my name my stomach make birth to like thousands of butterflies. Which it have been doing a lot recently when I'm around Derek which also is stupid because it has no reason to. The only time that happens is when I'm around Lydia because she's the most beautiful girl in the world and I'm sort of in love with her but I am not in love with Derek. I don't even like him. 

"What do you mean you already know? Last time we told you you laughed at the idea." Scott said and looked confused. Derek stood up and walked out of the room but arrived a few moments later with a claw in his hands. 

"I saw it outside of my house and just before it caught fire it attacked me. I hit it and it got stuck between something and it lost one of its claws. And right after I got it it was like my entire body was shutting down." I looked at Scott and he looked just as confused as I felt. 

"What do you mean shutting down?" 

"At first I thought it was because of the claw but it wasn't because I'm holding it now and I'm fine. But basically what happened was that everything just stopped working. My legs failed to hold me up and I couldn't feel my arms anymore and the next second I was lying on the floor and I couldn't move. Not even a millimeter." It sound like...

"You got paralyzed." Scott said and Derek nodded. Just as Derek was about to say something my dad walked through the door. We all looked up at him and he looked between all of us. He looked suspicious. 

"What's going on? Did something happen?" He said and looked worried.

"No we're just talking." I said and smiled at him. He looked between us one more time until he went into the kitchen. We didn't talk more about it we just agreed on talking more when my dad wasn't in the house. Just in case he overheard or something. Scott and I went upstairs to not study but ended up actually studying. Yes, I am shocked as well. 

After a few hours Scott went to pick up his mother from work and my dad had gone to work because he got called in. Never asked what it was about but he just told me he would be home late. Great. Home alone with Derek. I stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around my waist. I walked into my room and checked my phone for any messages. None. I heard a cough from my right side. Derek. 

"What now?" He walked out from the shadows like he was some freaking night fighter or something cool. Werewolves aren't cool enough for making it cool to step out of shadows. Although he was pretty hot when he did it. I mean cool. Not hot, oh my god did I just think he was hot? I mean cool. Sometimes I can't tell the difference between hot and cool. Just ask my dad. Okay don't ask him that.

He looked down at my chest and he just stopped for a second. He shook his head and took a deep breath and continued toward me. What the hell was that. 

"Would you mind putting on some clothes?" He said and looked literally eveywhere but me. I rolled my eyes but put on the closest clothing I could find. He sat down beside me after a while.

"Is there something wrong?" He asked and looked concerned. What is happening. Am I dreaming again? Is this gonna end up with me under him again. 

"Why are you wondering?" He looked a little offended.

"Because I want to know if something is wrong, Stiles." Oh the way he says my name. I have no idea what these feelings are and where they're coming from but I sure as hell really want to kiss him right now. 

"Why would I tell you? We never talk." That shounded more harsh than it was supposed to be. But he spoke before I got the chance to explain what I really meant.

"I do care about you Stiles." He stood up and walked away. This is not the Derek I know. Who is this and what has it done to Derek. Seriously. Just before he walked out he turned around. He opened his mouth like he was gonna say something but he just closed it and walked out. 

I couldn't stop thinking about me wanted to kiss Derek. That's crazy. And the crazy part about this is not that he's a guy but that he's Derek. Derek! God I need some sleep.

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