Depressing Rant

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I won't deny that I cry a lot because I do.
I am very sensitive.

I was taking my shower feeling very depressed.(As one normally does)
You hardly ever look at me.
I love you so much, my dear friend but I can't stand the thought of losing you.
I cry at the thought.
We get along so well you will probably never leave me, but if you do I understand.
I'm worthless, I hate myself.
I don't deserve love. I'm sorry for bothering you.
I love you so much, You are my best friend.
Some day I hope I'll be happy enough for you.
That I'm not a disappointment to you. I'm sorry, I'm such a fuck up. Having to put up with all my shit! Why don't you hate me?! I even hate me!

I love you so much. I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry.

I'm sorry. I love you.

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