THE UNMARRIED WIFE

chapter 19

Allie

Habang nag uusap kami ni Gil at sa ganong position I was seating on top of the bed,and Gil seating down on the floor while his head is on my lap,,
bumukas ang pintuan..
Mommy!!!.. si Giann the moment he opened the door i got panic i stand up quickly i don't know what to say,or how to i explain what he just saw right now,,
Gil slowly stand up,and turn around facing out side the window..

Mom,who is he?.. Giann didn't come near me,he just stood up there,,

Baby,come near to mommy please,
i have some thing to tell you,,
Naglakad sya ng dahan dahan palapit sa akin,,seat down here beside me,,
umupo sya sa tabi ko,,he's eyes still with Gil,,
Lumuhod ako sa sarap nya,,
Habang si Gil nakatitig lang sa amin..

Baby, look at me tumingin sya sa akin na nagtatanong mga mata,,
Do you remember when i was told you about your Dad?..
Tumango sya,,
Di ba sabi ko he's already happy,,
And he's living far far away,,
Gad,!Paano ko ba ipaliwanag sa kanya,, hawak ko ang dalawang kamay nya,,
Tumango sya sa akin,,
That guy over there,,he came to see you,,h-he is your dad,.Pilit ako ngumiti sa knya,,

He just came to see us mom,but he don't love us,,nakayuko nya sagot..

Baby,, please look at me,,he loves you more than you love me,,
Humakbang palapit si Gil sa amin at lumuhod paharap kay Giann
Hi, buddy,,alanganing ngiti ni Gil sa kanya,,
Giann just stood there staring at him parang nagdadalawang isip na sumagot im trying to figure it out kung ano ang una niya gawin..
Second later he open his mouth..

Hello po!

Nakatitig lang ito sa kanya,,nangingilid ang luha..
Lalo pa lumapit sa kanya si Gil
Listen,baby i'm not going to leave you again,, Daddy will stay here for good ngiti ni Gil sa knya,,
I'm so sorry, kung wala ako sa tabi nyo ni mommy all this time,,
But I promise right now,,tinaas nya ang kanang kamay,,
Hindi na tayo maghihiwalay ulit,,
"Promise..
In instant nakita ko
ngumiti sa knya si Giann..
Really?..i saw happiness in his eyes,,
Yes,,can I hug my baby boy now?..Tanong ni Gil sa kanya,,
Tumango si Giann he move fast and envelope his tiny arms sa leeg ng ama..

Yes,po...
Kinarga ni Gil si Giann at niyakap ng mahigpit
Naiiyak si Gil pinugpog nya ito ng halik,, yumakap naman si Giann sa knya,,I love you so much buddy...
My heart was pounding seeing to of them

I'm so happy they finally meet...
Tumalikod ako dahil tumutulo ang luha ko i never realized na kahit hatiin ko man sarili ko sa dalawa as a father and mother to Giann it will never enough,,iba pa din yong anjan Ang totoong ama,,

Happy ako sa wakas ok na silang mag ama,, pumasok ako sa banyo at umupo lang doon,,
Natatakot ako na baka ang anak ko lang Ang kailangan ni Gil,,
Hindi pwede na basta lang nya kunin si Giann sa akin..
Tumayo sya at lumabas ng banyo..
Paglabas ko pilit ko inaalis sa isipan ko mga agam agam
Nakita ko naka upo sina Giann at Gil sa kama,,habang nag uusap silang mag ama..

Mommy,,naramdaman ng anak ko na lumabas na  ako ng banyo.. daddy said  we will go and meet grandma and grandpa excited nitong sabi sa akin,,
Napatingin ako bigla kay Gil..
He's smiling at me,,
Buddy can you go to nanay melly first,,mom and I will talk first ok,,

Ok po,, humalik pa ito kay Gil Bago lumabas,,

Tumayo si Gil at lumapit sa akin na hindi tinatanggal ang titig sa akin,
Baby,,
My heart is pounding double this is what i don't like being near to him
Gil,,kaya mo ba to ginawa para kunin ang anak ko?
Kita ko sa reaction niya na nabigla siya sa tanong ko..
Of course not!..I want to fix everything between us and Giann Allie,,
Nag aalala ka na baka kukunin ko si Giann sayo?..
Look,Gil I can't help myself to think na baka nga...
Alam mo si Giann lang ang buhay ko Gil,kaya Kung nagpaplano ka na kunin sya sa akin wag mo na ituloy...
My God, Allie how could you say that,,