THE UNMARRIED WIFE

chapter 28

LONELINESS
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GIL

Pagkatapos ko maihatid si Giann sa apartment ni Allie,,
Hindi na ako umuwi hinanap ko siya..
It's not her usual way to stay out of the house ng dis oras na ng gabi..
I drive my car until I reach blossom cafe,,I ask one of their crew Kung nakabalik na ba si Debbie..but
The answer is NO..
Shit!!..I'm so fucking worried...
I tried to call Allie on her phone all I got is unattended call..Damn it!!
I tried to check her GPS..
Thanks you..I got it...
She's in one of the bar somewhere in makati..
Pagdating ko doon I saw her sa counter ng bar lugmok na sa kalasingan noong una ayoko siya lapitan I just want to watch her,,baka may mambastos sa kanya..I saw Debbie dancing just like no one is around, napailing na Lang ako..
I go near where exactly seating and I seat beside her.. She's really in mess Kaya nga ayoko siya malasing noon Hindi nya Kaya sarili niya..
Nang inumin ko na sana Ang whiskey ko narinig ko sya nagsasalita,..
Hindi ko masyado na gets dahil malakas ang music at hiyawan ng mga Tao..Tatayo na sana siya nahilo ata Kaya hinawakan ko sya at umupo ulit..

I was about to order another drink tumayo siya at nakipag siksikan sa mga tao,,Kaya bago pa siya apak apakan Ng mga Tao doon nilabas ko na lng siya sa bar at inuwi..

Habang sa sasakyan kami tulog na siya khit yata halikan ko siya Hindi na magigising pa..
Silly thoughts​ of me,,
Bakit ba Kasi naglasing, celebration for our anullment I guess?..
God,,I don't know  if what I did is really the right one..
Nang dumating kami sa condo building,,I ask the guards to bring Allie sa unit nila..
Umuwi na rin ako pagdating sa pad ko almost 3:00am in the morning..
Oh, great just great I can't sleep thinking of her.. Bumangon na Lang ako at pumunta sa mini bar uminom just a few shots..pampatulog,,kahit saan ako tumingin mukha ni Allie at ng anak ko ang nakikita ko..I miss them already...

6:00am I'm wide awake tumayo na Lang ako at magluto sana ako ng breakfast nakita ko ang apron na gamit ni Allie kahapon I grab it and smell her scent na naiwan doon..
Niyakap ko yon at umupo sa center island ng kitchen..
God..I can't just let go of her..Hindi ko namalayan na tumulo na luha ko..
I Know​ I'm a jerk and stupid for doing this but I want to make things into proper this time..If the anullment is the only solution to fix things right..I will definitely let her go..But it doesn't mean I'll let her go forever..
Tumayo na Lang ako at naligo nagbihis at pumasok sa office..I have a luncheon meeting in Shangri-la hotel around 10:00 am..We end up past 11:00 am..
I saw her walking in the lobby heading to where we ate with my colleagues..
To my surprise someone is with her..
Zyrus Alvarez my batch mate during my college days in L.A..
Seeing him holding my wife's​ hand gets me real crazy..Pero nagtimpi ako,,she slowly pull her palm,,she  get scared the way I look at her...
I just pass by and simply walk like it's nothing but in my heart I want to scream out loud... Fuck fuck fuck!!!..
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"👃 dumugo ilong Hahahaha!..shorry sa English ko Mali Mali ata just correct it right Kung May Mali..Tenchu!!
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Allie..

Pag akyat ko sa office ko napa upo ako sa swivel chair ko at pinatong Ang ulo ko sa dalawang braso ko sa ibabaw Ng mesa ko..grrr bakit andon sya kanina?
Bakit ba Ang hirap hirap Hindi ba pwede na maging masaya na Lang..
Pinunasan ko  ang namumuong luha sa Mata ko at tumayo I decided to go home early,,or susunduin ko na Lang si Giann sa school..
Matawagan muna si nanay..

Calling....
Hello Allie,,

Yes nay,si Giann po ba andyan na?..
Wala pa Hindi naman tumawag si Gil..