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Avery

Hey guys so I have a really weird story to tell you today it's by the dream I had last night and for some reason I can't stop thinking about it. So here is my dream i had last night. Now keep in mind im not a romantic.

I was at school and it was during lunch (we sit in the hallways) & a fight kinda started to break out and I saw this guy in the hallway and we started talking and somehow (well you know how in your dreams you kind of end up in places. You don't know how you got there?) so we ended up in a jungle gym.

Somehow we ended up getting together like start dating and my dream kind of Flash Forward say about 4 months and we're back at the jungle gym and he asked me to marry him. Well me being the idiot that I am said yes.

Haha beside that life has been good! Im currently on 4 day break for Presidents Day. In my Dance 4 class we are doing a dance to Christina Aguilera's Beautiful People.

For some reason I have been listening to Justin Bieber on Spotify and its really weird seeing how many of his songs I actually know all the words to. I used to be a huge Belieber way back when and then he kind of lost me. Listening to his new music and seeing his new style is kind of like "wow Justin you got your act together". I like how he is acting like a real human being again.

I've really been loving the new music from Ed Sheeran, Katy Perry, Jon Bellion, Justin Bieber, Selena Gomez, Bruno Mars and Chance The Rapper. They have all really improved this year and im a very proud fan.

I have missed Vi this past week. I want to see her everyweek because she is one of my best friends. Its bad enough we don't go to the same school and everything so it would be nice to see her more than once a month.

In the past few days my friends have been going through alot of rough patches. They have been going through family drama, boyfriend drama, car problems and anything else you can think of. I have to say I love it when they come to be with there problems. It makes me feel good to know that they want to come and talk to me. On the other hand its very exhausting having to keep up with everything but im ok with it if I get to help them.

When they come to me it does get stressful. I begin to feel like I have their issues too. I have been having a rough time myself and having everyone else tell me their problems makes me really stressed and I take it out on my parents without fully knowing it.

My parents and I don't have the best relationship and if I take out my other problems on them it doesn't help the situation. I am in therapy to try and talk out my problems but I do know that the only way for my issues to change is if I change them.

Im currently sitting in bed writing this and listening to music and I just jumped from the rain outside my window... its raining really hard over here. Doesn't helo that I have an attic right next to me as well.

Yesterday I went on a college tour and I got back home around 6. I passed out in my room at 6:30pm. My friend kept calling me and I finally woke up at 11pm to their phone call panicking thinking it was 3am. I started laughing when I realized it wasn't even midnight yet. We talked for 30 min and then I asked if I could go back to sleep and he said yes. I didn't wake up again untill 8:30am to my dad calling me. Talk about needing to catch up on sleep because of school.

Well that was a bit of my personal life. Im sorry for the kind of short chapter but it is almost 1am and I have to get up at 7am (but lets be real that probably won't happen). Haha thanks for reading! Untill next time! Bye bye chica's / chico's