Trying to ignore Austin

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-Hailey-

      I am trying my hardest to ignore austin.It is just so hard cause i still love him. He obviously never cared about me. If he did he wouldnt be snogging with some nasty chick. I hope he actually loves her. ANY WAYS. I am packing for my first modeling job in California.When  got out there  plan to see Happy. I am leaving tomorrow morning. I am actually really really excited. I dont wanna go but I  am. Do you ever get that feeling when you dont want someyhomg but at the same time you do? Well I have it right now.

      I keep getting texts from Austin. I am gonna read them but not answer them so he knows that i am ignoring him. On iMessage you can see when that person reads it.He has called.Texted. Kiked. Even came to my  window. I still love him. But he doesnt like me. I finished packing and my mom came in. "You ready?" i smiled and nodded. "Honey, Dont ignore Austin much longer you will regret it." I smiled and put my bag on my bed."It is not like I want to.I still have feelings for him. He obviously doesnt care for me. If he did he would do somehing like catch me off gaurd and spin me around and kiss me. Like in a romantic movie. Remember when Jeff called and texted for days and then after that he went out with whats her face? Well thats how it is gonna be with Austin." She nodded and walked out the room.

      I plopped down in my chair and got a text.

From: Nialller

Hey i know you dont wanna talk abouy iy but Austin MIsses you. Anyways Whatcha up to?

To:Nialler 

Yea ur right i dont wanna talk about it.Well i just finished packing for California! First modeling job.

      I went downstairs and saw Alex. I ran up to him and hugged him. " Alex I need you." He let go and walked up to my room."Whats wrong? i havent talked to Austin since yesterday." i began to cry and he hugged me again. "Austin took me to the Carnival yesterday.I met cody simpson and we went on a ride together. When i got off the ride Austin was making out with some slut. I then ran home." He shook his head in dismay. "Wow i cant believe him right now."Why are you Packing?" He added on. "Well I am doing a modeling job in California." he smiled. "Well im glad. Congrats.I always knew you would be a model." i Smiled and nodded."Thanks Alex.I feel a lot better now." Je smiled and waved his hand signaling no problem. "Well I'll miss you! Call me as soon as you fly back." i nodded and he left. i am getting a call.Nialler.

      "Hey Niall." I smiled."Hey do you think me and Harry can join you to California?" He wants to come? i Wonder why. "Sure why?"  I said biting my nail. "We want to see your first shoot. And we are bored." I laughed t his comment. "OK niall you can join." he said yay and i hung up. Well i guess I have some support! Tomorrow is gonna be a long day so i better get some rest.

(Authors Note) 

Hey. I am using a computer so it might not be great. Some of the I's are not capatalized . OMFG DID YOU WATCH THE MM VIDEO? OR AUSTINS LYRIC VIDEO? well you need to if you havent.Ok well i am out!!

-Hailey 

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