THE CHRISTMAS EVE

Huh?! Really?!

You never know how time passes away. Sometimes, it depends on you (Infact, it depends on the circumstances) that how slow or fast the time is moving. Whenever we want the things to be as the way they are, we think that time is running out of our hands; and when the things are not suiting us, then time for us, becomes a snail! For me, time was a superfast train. I wanted to feel every moment of it, but see, everything thing was running away.

I still remember the day of our first date, we went out for coffee... It was just the beginning. Now a month had passed away, the academic year was near the end. I don't know what was it. I always felt that we both were connected very strong, in some way. Yes, we were together now, and like any other typical love saga, we felt connected and were really happy together ; but still I was confused...
Imma moron, I just overthink sometimes. I just ignored those questions for a while and lived the moment.

So, it was Friday and we were going back home. She suddenly stopped,
"Wait, we need to talk... "

My heart jumped out! I was like, what? Is this a sign of telling that we're not going to move ahead, or is it a secret code for sex appeal?!
Well, fortunately we weren't going to end it, and unfortunately we were NOT making out that day...! :(

"I need to ask something from ya, Mateo..."
"Yeah, go ahead." I replied.
"Do you love me with all your heart?"

*Face-palm*

She was crazier than me!! What kind of question is that? Girls will be girls...

"Are you outta your mind? Of course I do!!" I answered with an unusual expression on my face.

"No, I just asked that because of your past acts... Don't get me wrong... But, you sound like a player... "
I smiled, it wasn't that sarcastic smirk, it was a true smile, a gentle one (that I usually don't have! :p).

"Well, yes it is true that I've been been with a whole lot of chicks and yeah, I was a player but I WAS one. I ain't doing it with you. You don't deserve it. You don't deserve a GAME , you deserve LOVE! You may find it a bit flattering, but I have to say it. You made me a human, dear. Really, I wasn't one before meeting ya.
Yes, you might be finding my words made up but, babe, they aren't. Before this whole thing, I too never used to say all this; but you always make me think this! I can't define love, I might not be able to describe what it is; but I know that how it feels. You are not a game, and I ain't a gamer anymore...
So, I ain't going to break your trust. You shouldn't ask that again, dear. Trust me! We'll walk away from everything holding hands... "

I just couldn't say anything more. My lips were craving for the sweetness of hers. I couldn't resist myself. We couldn't speak and the time stopped. Forever.
The best moments that I had with her, were these. Locked by each other's lips. Careless of the world's nasty talks. Just getting conquered by each other's souls.

We went to my home that day. I wasn't able to get some topics in Math, so I asked Ms.-Glasses-and-Braces to explain some of them.
Oh yeah! I was going to study! But who knows what...!!
So, she agreed to come with me.
Mom and Dad weren't home that day.
So, it was a plus point to being fully concentrated on "studies".

"Oh shit! You don't have clothes to change, right? "
"Nah, no need. I can manage."
Looks like she was an understanding lady! :p

I went to the kitchen to get something to eat. Huh, I'm always helpless in finding food; even today, when I walk into the kitchen, all I find is bread!!
So, I got some noodles and some brownie.
After getting our bellies half-filled ('cause the food I got wasn't enough! :p), we went to my room to "study". I  just hate this! Having your girlfriend at home and then "studying"!

We started from the worst thing, ALGEBRA!! So, she started explaining some equations to me, and I was just clueless. I shouldn't have brought her here. I can't " study"  with HER! I just couldn't take my eyes off of her face! Goddammit! Love really IS a cage!!

Whatever was coming out from her sweet mouth, was being translated into those three words... Ugh... This sucks.

"Okay, we need to find x  in this. So, you have to use the iden...-"

Her words were paused by my lips. I stopped that shitty "homework". I didn't wanted to it anymore.

Once again, the time stopped and we losed our minds... We losed ourselves so much, that her fingers were slowly touching the buttons of my shirt. My hands were no more under my control. I didn't know when they reached to her skirt... My lips were near her neck. So near, that they seemed touching her.

It wasn't lust, it was LOVE. Yes, I might have done this previously, but I felt very different with her. It wasn't just about the beauty of her body, it was about the beauty of her soul. I wasn't hungry for her body, I was there to touch her soul. It wasn't just a physical connection, it was a true emotional connection. With our bodies, our souls met too.

If I say about her physical connection, she was extremely dedicated! She was crazily furious. I couldn't believe this eidolon of hers...
A nerd could be this much harder on me... I had never thought about it (well, not being racist about nerds here! :p)!

Fuck... Why time couldn't be stopped?!

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Heya folks! Oh yeah, I'm really late with the update! :'(   Well, I truly apologize for the delay... I couldn't help it. I was getting many ideas, I did have words but, I dunno what was holding me back! I know that it had been a MONTH that I was here with not even a single update! Really sorry for it...
I will post first part of the series 'Letters' in upcoming 5 hours.
So, stay tuned. :*

I hope you all enjoy this update!
Buh-bye
-Theon Xx ~