Beauty of a Suicide pt 1

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||| Y/n p.v|||

Its only been a week since I have gotten better from my suicidal tendencies. I feel a little less insecure i and my anxiety is a lot less of me being scared to sit in the lunch room alone. Or sitting in the front of the class i rather sit in the far back, but really the only reason I got better its  because of Harley.

Yes Harley Quinsel(An: I think i spelled it wrong sorry)  the schools popular jock. Is my best friend we knew each other since we were little.  Our parents knew each other and would make us play with each other but it was fine we didn't care. We both had our problems his parents got divorced so he stayed with his mom. My parents died when I was eight years old. No one ever knew so I stayed by myself he was the only one who knew what ever happened.

But since that day I was always bullied because I had no parents.
Kids would always tell me I killed my own parents which was the truth but I only did it because they told me too the voices inside of me said it would be better off without shitty parents who only use you for charity events. That abuse you because you are not good enough for them. The only reason why I killed them was because they were bad parents.

But now I feel all alone. The bulling keeps getting worse each day. The demons keep getting stronger and stronger. The voices they get louder and louder... Day by day I get victimized by most boys from school and I can't stop it...I feel useless.

Harley is always there for me. He always stops by my house to pig out and watch movies with me, which is great I love hanging with him, but I feel like he only does it to pity me. But that is just my self doubt talking.

||| Harleys pv |||

"Y/n?" i said out loud. "I love her why are you asking about her?" i asked the h/c female in front of me her name was R/M/G/N i knew she didn't like Y/n but why she's amazing. Anyways i didn't bother talking to her i just told her what i thought about her and that's all she left mad. "Im glad Y/n isn't like that yeesh *-*" i said.

"Anyways where is Y/n?"  i think out loud then i see the boys in my class start to get excited and run out the class then it hit me "Fuck!.." i yell out as i start to run out the classroom to go help Y/n.

Until someone stops me R/M/G/N.
Ugh what does she want i need to go help Y/N!. Just calm down "so um harley do you still like Y/N after she fucked almost all the guys in school?". She said.

"Don't you fuck the teachers just to get good grades?" i reply back to her.
She looks shocked and starts to tear up "fine i'll just leave you and the slut Y/N alone never talk to me again!". She yells at me "Wasn't planning to bitch". As she runs out of the classroom crying only to trip on her high heels "pfft" i chuckle. Then i suddenly remember Y/N. 

As i run as fast as i can i see a bunch of boys crowded around someone. "She must be in there!" i think as i shove my way through the crowd. I finally get to what all the excitement is about then i see Y/N on the floor with a bunch of guys surrounding her. I got so mad i didn't know what happened to me.

So i grabbed the nearest thing to me and it was a bat "fuck yeah!" i yelled and i started to swing that shit like crazy then i manged to get the guys off of Y/N. I took off my jacket and put it over her i carried her Bridal Style and ran out of the school to her place.

@Bellchime this is the one you requested sorry its not finished :0

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