after some time since y/n passed away...
My nose is burnin, too much cocaine.
when i woke up my bed was empty. reaching out for y/n only to realize she wasn't there. only to hear the cries of a baby our baby .
Got caught in Brooklyn, With Gasoline backed up with Cellophane .
Sighing i get up while putting on my slippers, ¨I'm coming babygurl.¨ i slur my voice deep. Picking up the small baby she stops crying and snuggles into me. smiling i look down at her 'man she looks so much like y/n. '
I'm in need of Moderation, nah, I need a fucking Break.
Twirling her white colored curly hair i start to sob hugging her close to me she was the only thing i have left and i'm never letting her go.
'Cause i just railed down enough lines tonight to spell your first and last name, I miss the ocean.
Her name was named after the moon since y/n loved the moon so her name is luna. wiping my eyes i walk to my room and i lay back down with luna cuddling with her. sighing i look at the picture besides me it was of me and y/n when we were little. smiling at it i grab it and show it to luna.
¨look thats me and your mommy.¨ i said pointing she cooed, her chubby fingers poking it ¨mah-ma.¨ she squealed, Laughing i copied her. ¨Yes thats right baby Mama.¨ i said back crying a little 'at least she knows who her mama is'.
And I know its weird to say, I grew up then moved to LA its only thirty minutes Four-Oh-Five to PCH.
she looked at me confused and she started to gurble again. ¨Dah-da.¨ she said pointing to me, letting out a sob i cry out ¨Yes!, I'm your dada!.¨ i said hugging her.
But an half and hour feels forever and a fucking day, And its all because I dreamt of you and woke up alone.
Later on I ended up taking Luna to the cemetery where Y/n was buried, I ended up packing a picnic basket so we can eat out nearby, ¨come on Luna.¨ i cooed out to her while picking her up from her car seat. ¨Dah-da.¨ she said laughing.
huffing while pushing the stroller i began to notice y/n's tombstone, it was a pretty baby blue color and it was surrounded by a whole bunch of beautiful wilting flowers, ¨Look baby.¨ i said pointing to y/n's tombstone, Luna's eyes followed my my finger and she gasped and said ¨Mah-ma!.¨ while giggling.
What a Wonderful tone, To bring you back Home, My Soul is Burnin, need Jesus Christ , My Moms Unhappy with all the Choices I been making with My Life, I Don't even Fucking Care Though.
Knitting my eyebrows in confusion i turn my head to look at her but she points and squeals, ¨Mah-ma!.¨ following her fingers in the direction she pointed in, I gasp and see a figure that looks sorta see through, Feeling warm tears dripping down my face i call out ¨Y/n?.¨ stepping closer, she just stared at me and smiled opening her arms ¨Come.¨ she says.
I rush over and hug her along with luna, ¨Y/n?, is that really you?.¨ i say quietly looking at her, she smiles ¨Of course its me Harley.¨ she said laughing, gosh that laugh the laugh i missed for so long. ¨how can i see you?.¨ i asked she was holding Luna playing with her hair, ¨well when i died i was caught in this sort of dreamscape where i was still able see and hear things just not talk much.¨ she said still paying attention to luna, ¨and thats when i was pregnant with luna, So i was there for about my whole pregnancy.¨ she said calmly.
I'm probably gonna Die like Everybody else, Is that such a Fucking Lie?, And I Swear to God if Alcohol and the Drugs don't kill me I don't know what will....
Other Than You~..
¨After that they decided to unplug me and then i got sent to heaven.¨ she breathed out I nodded my head, ¨so why are you here?.¨ she was quiet for awhile
¨I missed you guys.¨ she said biting her lips signaling she was breaking down.
¨I got assigned to be a Guardian Angle For Luna.¨ she said while crying, ¨And then as soon as I got assigned i rushed over to find you guys.¨ her eyes were leaking tears she sniffled, ¨And I missed you so much harley.¨ she quietly said the last part i looked at her and grabbed her hand.
¨Look i'm sorry.¨ i said looking in her eyes, ¨I was the one who brought you to the hospital.¨ i said looking at luna she was playing with the flowers, ¨I didn't even mean to cheat on you those girls they got me drunk so they can make it seem like i cheated on you.¨ my voice was steady.
and its all because i Dreamt of you and woke up alone, And when friends hit my phone and they want's a repost , Its all because i dreamt of you and woke up alone what a wonderful tone, To bring you back home.
Later on we talked it out and we started talking more, picking up a sleeping Luna and putting her back in her car seat, ¨Well i guess i'll see you around y/n..¨ i said hugging her one last time,
¨Yeah, Tell luna i love her please?.¨ i nodded my head and left.
'one day' i thought 'one day....i'll be with you..
what a wonderful tone to bring you back home~.
thats the end to that thank you for reading the small series of ¨ Beauty of a Suicide.¨ along with the additional chapters, its been a while since i updated so i thought i would since idk maybe i just did, i want to explain how the storyline goes so you guys won't get confused.
So in the first chapter, Y/n is a sad teenager with a sad background story as i explain in said chapter, Harley her bestfriend is always there for her since they were little, Y/n is constantly harassed and bullied in high school. Harley is always there for her to cheer her up and she is there for him, Harley has feelings for y/n even though he feels to scared.
so they end up dating and then thats when they grow up they were dating for a long time almost 3 years then when a jealous girl from way back decide to mess with they're relationship. causing them to fight hence fourth the prologue, Y/n is hurt and torn on whether she should end it or not but ends up killing herself along while being pregnant, when she texted harley she was ¨on the highest building.¨ he actually saw her right before she was on top of the building so he rushed over to talk it out with her but she he was too late.
and then that leaves us with the epilogue the final setting of this whole thing?, harley is moping still mourning the loss of his lover while being a single father, so i heard in some case when the woman is pregnant and she goes through something like what y/n did they will put her in a coma and let the baby grow and develop thats why i put that in there to add some sort of better ending, then later on Y/n as an angel comes back and fixes things up with harley and she now watches over him and her child .
that took a lot of thought and time so you're welcome
bye~ Pandayogurt <3
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