Giving in

The truth

Emmas prov

"Oh my holly mother of peas" I screamed through my thoughts. I can not believe I just did that and I am going to have to work for him on Monday ukkk. I need to tell my best friend this, when she hears this she is not going to believe it.

Right now I am in my appartment about to call my best friend and tell her what had just happened an hour and a half ago.

"Hello" she said

"Hey I have something to tell you and you are not going to guess what it is" I said still in shocked from it.

"what" she said all happy like.

"You know how I got an interview with Mr. Knight of the Knights company, well it turns out that it was Mark Knight from high school the one that broke my heart, yea, well we sorta, kinda, maybe made out on his desk, and I felt everything that I felt for him when we were in high school, but I don't want to get hurt by him again" I said

There was a pause on the other line."Hello are you still their"I said with a panic voice.

"Yeah I am still hear, its just I can't believe it, do you think you still love him"she said.

"I think I do, but I don't wanna get hurt by him kate, you knew how I was when I found out what he did" I said reliving the moment in my head.

Flashback

I was crying senseless when I over heard what him and his friend were talking about. Kate was with me trying to calm me down because I was a nervous reck.I would not eat for days and when I did eat I only ate a little, I would also cry myself to sleep and my mother would constantly tell me that he did not deserve me that he was a jerk anyways, but I could see it in her eyes that she wanted us to get back together.

"K-k-kate h-he never-r-r cared ab-b-bout m-m-meee and i-i-i loved him so much" I said barely getting my sentence out.

"Its okay you'll be fine you'll get throw this" kate said.

"The funny thing is after he amitted it he had the nerve to say that I was probably using him to"I said shakingly.

Flashback over

"I don't want to sound bitchy and stuff, but if he wants you back he is going to have to work for it because the way he left you broken hearted will not happen again okay, but its your desion to take him back or not" she said.

"Your right kate if he wants me back he will work for it or he does not get me"I said proudly.

"That's my girl, now you are going to go in that office on Monday and show him what he had let go" she said

That night I though of him and how that kiss brought back memories of us together. I thought about the day I lose my virginity to him, on that day he told me he loved me, and the next he made me breakfest in bed what i do not understand is after we had sex is why didn't he leave me after because all of it was a bet to get me into bed.

I guess he really did love me after all, but maybe I am wrong.