Giving in

Monday Morning

Emma prov

BEEP,BEEP,BEEP,BEEP

"Ukgggg"I said as I open my eyes.I went to go take a shower, as I am in the I thought about how today is going to be like for me in the office.

As I got out the shower I put my towel around me and went to my room. There it layed my clothes for work.

My skirt is mid thigh, my shirt is a plane white blouse with a black blazer, and I am wearing my black heels. I put my hair in a professinal bun.

"Here goes nothing"I mumbled. I got into the office in less than ten to fifteen minutes. I made my way into Marks office and what I saw just shattered my heart. Here with my own eye I saw Mark kissing a girl, he had her up the desk, his shirt on the floor, and him all up on her. They both turned around to see who opened the door and they both quickly got dressed.

"Sorry to interupt your makeout session I'll just go to my desk" I said not trying to sound jealous.

"Look its not what..." he tryed to say before the girl he was eat face with interupted him.

"No its alright I was just about to go, I'll see you tonight babe"she said before he could get his answer out his mouth.

Just when I am about to turn around and leave Mark grab me."What do you want Mark, I have to get back to work"I said with venom in my voice.

"Look its not what it looked like sh-"he tryed to finish, but I interupted him.

"It doesn't matter Mark its not like we are dating or we in a relationship."I said

"But I want us to be"I barely heard him beacause he whispered it to himself.

"that's the thing how will I know you wont not hurt me again, how will I know that I am not going to be your one night stands, or some girl you use because I sure hell not going to be that type. I want something real Mark, I want love, I want marriage, I want kids, and I want happiness. Are you going to give me that?"I said with tears coming out my eyes.

He did not say any thing for awhile. Then when I knew there is no answer I walked away not looking back.

I can't believe i  acturally thought he still loved, made I should just move on from him cause I can't wait for him anymore to decide what he wants cause if you want something then you go after it not just fool around.

I decided to text Kate about this situation. I told Kate that we should go to a club tonight and have fun. sh texted back saying sure what time. I said 7:30.

A night of fun is just what I need to get my mind of things.