Chapter Six

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Jill 

I woke up to the end of the movie and as I look around the living room and see that I'm alone. He left? Did he seriously leave me? I sigh and decide to bring the popcorn bowl that is no longer on the coffee table back into the kitchen where I see Niall standing there in a gaze. 

"Niall? Are you ok-" I was cut off by Niall's lips being placed onto mine. Is this a dream? What is going on? It felt so wrong, but it was so right. His arms wrap around my waist while I tug on his roots of his hair, getting a moaning sound from him. I immediately stop and look at him and walk straight to the living room to wrap my mind around this. Did this really just happen? 

"Jill, can you please come here?" He asks from the other room. I'm nervous about what he is gonna say but I have to take it anyway. I walk into the kitchen and stand at the frame, probably the farthest I can get away from him at the moment. 

"Everything okay?" I ask in almost a whisper, trying not to trigger anything. He shakes his head and takes a few deep breaths before answering.

"Did you just kiss me?" He wonders almost.... scared?

"Me? Kissing you?" I ask and almost laugh but I stop myself before I let it happen. I can see the way his eyes are almost piercing into mine, making me feel guilty instantly.

"I didn't mean it like that I-"

"Save it. I don't care what you meant. You said it now I'm going to bed." He snaps and with that, he goes up stairs and I wait to hear either a door slamming or footsteps coming back down. When I hear the door slam, I go back into the living room and shut off the TV, go back upstairs thanking god that he found the guest room. I get under the covers of my bed trying to shake the thought of me and Niall ever being together. It's an odd thought but I end up falling asleep only to dream about the life we could of had if he didn't leave.

Niall 

I wish she would come into the room and say sorry and figure the who kissed who situation. I didn't mean to snap at her. I didn't know what came over me. I basically blamed her when it's my fault that I kissed her. Should I go into her room? If I do, what do I say? "Sorry for blaming you for kissing me when it was clearly my fault that it happened and I basically left you and now I'm sealing it up with a kiss?" No. Hell no. Not happening. Should I make her breakfast? Too cheesy. Write a letter? Too boring. Then what? Write her a song? No.

Take it slow, she'll come around lad. Just don't mess this up like you did the last time. Remember? Liam's word fill my head as I remember our conversation before I left to come here. The last girl I had was some girl a barely knew. I was drunk and I only fucked her to get her boyfriend mad. Maybe I'll make her breakfast? 

Yeah I'll do that. Maybe I should get some sleep first? I'm not sure. Yeah. I'll do that.

Hey! So sorry I haven't updated! Wow 75 reads already! Incredible! Anyways HUGE cliffhanger here! It's 12:33am right now and I'm extremely tired from updating everything that I haven't on my other sites and I had midterms today it was just horrible. So maybe tomorrow I'll update? Only if you guys recommend this story to your friends and maybe comment on what you like about it so far? I know there isn't much but hey, it's worth a shot! So yeahh I love all of you<3 keep on reading! <3

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