So Worth It (Punk Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter Five

Niall

I went over to Jill's house to set things straight with her. I wasn't gonna deal with this. I opened the door and didn't see anyone. I searched the downstairs and I couldn't find her.

"Jill? Where are you?" I whispered out. I knew even if she heard me she wouldn't answer back. I went upstairs into her room and didn't see her, went into her moms room and didn't see her, and then I heard small weeps coming from the bathroom. I put my ear up to the door and heard crying on the other side, I knew if i barged in, she would hate me even more. So I just waited until she opened the door. She walked out and was shocked to see me standing there.

"Jill? Are you okay?" I ask her, I was not going to let my anger get to me again if she snapped at me. 

"N-no. You're the reason I'm a wreck!" She screamed, pushing past me and going to her room, shutting the door on my face.

"Jill please, we need to talk. I'm not going to let my anger get to me anymore. Let me in." I beg her.

"I highy doubt that." She snaps at me me.

"Come on just give me a chance! And if I yell at you, I will leave you alone forever. I swear." I promise her. I could hear her talking to herself saying it's a bad decision. She huffs and opens the door for me.

"You have 5 minutes. Talk." She gruely says to me, letting me in.

"Look, I may not be able to explain everything in 5 minutes. Like why I look like this or I seem bipolar with my feelings for you and.. the reason I hated you but I just want to confess you something." I say in one big breath.

"Well, what is it?" She asks me confused.

"I realized when you came today that I never got to say goodbye to you when I left for x-factor and to be honest i was in love with you and then you got a boyfriend and I got mad because you had no idea but I had no ententions to tell you because you wouldn't understand so I started hating you and I was in a gang and all they did was mention you and I hated it but then I started hating you and my feelings turn into anger because I don't want to get hurt but I didn't mean to hurt you I just didn't want myself to be hurt but what I'm trying to say is can we start over?" I say really fast so she had no idea what I said in the begining. 

She just sat on her bed for a few minutes and said nothing. "So wait... go back to the begining? You said you were...?" She asked really confused.

"In love with you. But that changed. You have a boyfriend anyway." I said, covering up my feelings fast.

"Oh. Um... okay." She says, unsure of what to say.

"So can we?" I ask. She had no idea. It was like she was clueless.

"I'm not sure. I don't know if I can trust you." She says quietly. 

"I can prove to you that you can trust me, how about I stay for a few days into the weekend. And if you still don't trust me, I'll leave." I beg, hoping she gives in. I remember the puppy dog eyes used to make her give in, I don't know if it still works on her though. I gave her the 'eyes' and went down on my knees and made wimpy noises, acting like a little kid. It was like she could bare to look at me.

"I don't know Niall... I" She sighed as I wimped louder and she started laughing. "Alright, alright! I give in! But only for the weekend. It's friday, and I've already skipped school for the day and it's only noon. What do you want to do." She scoffs at me. 

"How about watch a movie? I remember your favorite, The Brave Little Toaster!" I exclaim as her eyes widen. 

"No-oo! I don't like it anymore." She studders, taking the movie out as I laugh. 

"Where is my mom?" She asks me as she puts the movie in the VCR.

"Still doing hair, and then she said she wasn't coming back for the weekend." I tell her and she huffs. 

"Good. I don't need her here anyway." She says, plopping herself down on the couch next to me. It made the air between us dense, but I don't think she noticed. 

"Do you want me to make popcorn?" I ask, breaking the silence between us after the movie started. It was already 7pm and I could tell she was getting sleepy. She nods her head and I get up off the couch. I know this is going to be a slow start but I'm willing to do whatever I can to get her back. I've missed her so much it hurts.

"Do you know where to even look?" She asks, standing in the door frame of the kitchen. I shrug as she drags herself into the kitchen, looking in each cabinet to find the popcorn. She grabs the popcorn bag, throwing it at me and walking back into the living room. She looks so cute sleepy. Stop it. You don't like her anymore. You're right. You love her. STOP. Get her thoughts out of your head man! You're crazy! I think to myself, mentally slapping myself across the face as I put the popcorn in the microwave and wait for it to be done. I grab the popcorn out of the microwave and put it into a big bowl and throw the bag out in the trash.

I get the bowl and turn around to a strangers perfect lips being brushed up against mine. Was I possibly dreaming? I put down the bowl and pull her closer to my body as we move our lips in sync. She pulls away and lets go of me and walks away like nothing happened. 

Did she just kiss me?

Sorry for the clifhanger! I had to do it! lol 

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