back lashing reactions

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well as soon as i got there to the support group man did i get whip lash from the car ride because my mom had just literally slammed on the brakes and boy i hate the jolts i get from it.hey guess it wasn't what i wanted from being a cancer patient but it was worth it to get away from my moms weird looks all day long and damn did it agitate me enough  for to do it yep i meant getting away from home all day doing nothing but listening to lectures from doctors and nurses and everyone else. even thought i had no clue what i was in for i was pretty sure i was a walking time bomb waiting for to blow up and destroy everything in my path including  the people i love and care about. and even when i thought i had no one who cared about me they still stood by me for no other reason. even though i had a rough start i had a better life then i thought i could have had and my grandparent's were the best thing in my life even though i call my grandma my mom she still is amazing even though i thought but the thing is it's not the funerals for the dead it's for the living cause the funeral was so depressing  and yet i still didn't even cry once so i think i'd rather nobody came to my sad and never ending funeral.

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