Tattoo (ON HOLD)

One Hater, One love

A/N Alright I wanna first of all give a shout out to glambertglitter and rainbowglambertrainbowglambert for helping me thing about it for quite awhile actually.

and I might make a sequal to 'The summer I met you' in the future maybe about 10 chapters..I don't know yet, and I wont know how much ill be updating because of school because I'm going back to public school and I'm sure I mentioned this but I used to be homeschool and the online school sucked terribly. So here you go 'Tattoo' ^-^

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"You're so cold..."

"It will not be long before we both get heated."

"I don't know if I'm ready..."

"Even so, you will know eventually."

"When? And how?"

"You will just know. Give it time."

A crisp breeze wraps around my neck, pulling me away.

"No! Wait! I—"

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3:48am.

I sigh, turning away from my clock. A sheen of cold sweat is apparent on the back of my neck, making me feel sticky and in desperate need of a shower. I think about drifting back into sleep, but I know it's useless. I shuffle to the bathroom, flipping on the lights as I go. My breath is caught in my throat as I read what's written on the mirror in permanent marker...

*Go to hell, FAGGOT!*

I look away, fighting back tears. I hear my roommate laughing his ass off from across the room, as we both keep our dorm bedrooms open at night. I close my bedroom and bathroom doors quietly, grabbing a bottle of cleaning solution from below the sink. I spray it onto the mirror, rubbing the words away with a towel. Thankfully, they wipe away easily.

'Thank god permanent isn't always permanent...'

I shrug out of my pajama pants and boxers, running the water for my shower. I look in the mirror at my naked body.

'There's nothing wrong with being different, Adam.' I tell myself. 'You're just like anyone else; your preferences are just different...' I take a deep breath, stepping into the hot shower. As the water runs along my face, arms, and shoulders, I begin humming nonchalantly the tune of a song I wrote. The humming soon becomes quiet singing, and then I get really into the song, singing louder.

'Red river of screams, underneath! Tears in my eyes, underneath! Stars in my black and blue skies! And underneath, under my skin, underneath, the depths of my skin! Look at me, now do you see?'

Ryan rips the shower curtain from the rings, exposing my nude self in the shower.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP, GLAMBERT! NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR GAY SHIT!" my roommate exclaims, startling me. He scowls, storming out of the bathroom and slamming the door. I slide along the wall of the shower, sitting with my arms around my knees in front of me. I put my head between my knees, finally breaking down and crying. I sit, crying, for a good twenty minutes, letting the water fade from scalding to ice cold. I eventually get up, turning the faucets off and grabbing a towel from the cabinet. I grab my cell, texting the only person I knew could lift my spirits immediately. A reply came not even a minute later, making me smile slightly. I lay on top of my bed, my jet black hair soaking the covers and a thin towel loosely clinging to my hips. Three quick raps on the front door of our dorm room cause me to panic quietly, afraid of what Ryan will say. I hear Ryan grabbing his keys, slamming the door behind himself. I hear two light clicks as my bedroom door opens and closes.