Tattoo (ON HOLD)

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Sorry I haven't uploaded in awhile, there hasn't been much views and I lost motivation. I have a couple/few chapters pre written so here's the spam ^-^ also its like 2:43 am x.x xD Ily you guys :') 

May 1st. If you're following his story, you better get excited. Crazy shit is about to happen!

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Tommy and I are panting after a beautiful night in the gothic room.

"Adam..." I take his face, kissing him for the bajillionth time that night.

"You'd think we would pull a muscle from doing this every week, ha-ha!" I say, kissing him slowly and purely.

"Oh, god..." he says, falling to my side.

"You're incredible," I say, twining my fingers with his. He laughs airily.

"I am not much, love..."

"You just fucked me so hard, Tommy. You. Are. Amazing."

"Oh, please. You are so melodramatic and inappropriate."

"Never!" He laughs, turning to kiss me.

"I love you..."

"I love you, Tommy... And I better have lost at least twenty pounds in the time that I've known you." He kisses me heavily.

"Just shut up..." Another delicious kiss...

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May 2nd. Part 1

"Ryan!" I exclaim from across the room. He trudges into my room.

"What?" he yells back.

"Hey," I say with a straight face. He gives a look of annoyance. I smile. "You find anyone special, yet?"

"No, obviously. I'm afraid that if I tell my friends that I'm gay, they'll beat the living shit out of me..."

"You beat me up a few years ago for being gay..." I confess. He sighs and looks down, ashamed.

"Adam, I'm sorry... I guess... I guess I was just in denial... To tell you the truth, I was always attracted to you, and it worried me. I didn't want to be different..." I put my arm around his shoulder.

"It isn't a choice, Ryan... Don't suppress it. Someone perfect will find his way to your doorstep!" Ryan puts his arm around my shoulder, too. I laugh at the reach, me being taller than him by about a half foot.

"How long did it take for you to find Tommy? Twenty-two years. I don't wanna wait that long!" I hold onto his face gently.

"Ryan, don't worry about how long it takes you to find him. Just think about how much you want him, and he will come to you! Just be confident in yourself, and don't worry about what your friends think. If they are really your friends, they will accept you for who you are!"

"Where are your friends?" I laugh.

"Mine are all at other colleges, Ryan. We text every so often, but they all have their own lives to attend to. If I ever decide to get married and make a family, I'll invite them to dinner or something. They won't be forever forgotten, ya know..." He smiles.

"I guess you're right... I'll tell my friends right now, actually!"

"Slow your roll, bro. You sure about this?"

"Totally!" He turns to face me. "Thank you, Adam." I smile.

"You're very welcome." I grab his chin and pull him upward, bending over to kiss him harshly. He gasps, laughing. Then, he walks out the door as Tommy runs in.

"Hey, Tommy," he says. Tommy waves quickly before slipping past him.

"Adam, Adam, Adam!"

"What, what, what?"

"Something horrible has happened!" My eyes widen in concern.

"What?" Tommy hesitates.

"My parents..."

"What happened...?"

"They..." He hesitates again.

"WHAT!"

"THE ARE COMING TO VISIT ME ON EARTH! AND THEY WANT TO MEET YOU!"

"...I'm offended..." He kisses me comfortingly.

"It is alright, my love." I roll my eyes, walking to my bedroom. I pull my red curtains across the window, showering the entire room in red light. We sit down on the bed as I grab my laptop.

"I have something to show you," I say, opening the computer and entering my password. I open the folder titled 'Glam Nation'. I open a file and turn the laptop to Tommy.

"What is this?" he asks.

"A song I wrote. I'd like to sing it for you, if you don't mind." Tommy nods, reading the lyrics. I begin singing.

'Staring at the ceiling in the dark, sheets are in a knot, my heart is like a rock, hey. Pictures flashing by inside my head, I'm hanging by a thread, but I'd do it all again, hey. I keep running away, running away, running away from you, but I can't keep breaking the chains, breaking the chains, breaking the chains, it's too good! Cause I know the second you go, want you to bring it on back, bring it on back, bring it on back to me." My voice fades out, stopping at the second part of the song. I look to Tommy, who's smiling widely.

"It is beautiful, Adam... I love it." I grab his chin and kiss him, some glitter falling from my hair onto his face.

He looks at me and smiles. I take in his expression, kissing him again.

"I love you," I say, holding him in a tight embrace.

"I love you, too," he mumbles into my shoulder.

"We have known each other for a very short time," I say.

"Are you worried?"

"No, I'm not... It's just that... Are you sure we aren't going too fast?"

"I'm sure, but if you aren't, we can slow down."

"No, no, I'm fine... I want to be with you...Forever... Just you. No one else holds my heart, Tommy..." He smiles and kisses me hard.

'I just want you, Tommy...'

Another statement from my heart...

Another statement...

That also...

Isn't true.