OMG! Are you stalking me?

OMG! Are you stalking me?! ch6

Liam was in the lobby. Flirting with this fake everything; fake blonde hair, fake blue eyes, fake tan, fake attitude, fake boobs and fake Chanel bag.

Anger and embarrassment swell through my body, anger wining and making me propel myself off the floor in an instant.

If he was going to cheat I expected him to do it with more class and picking someone prettier. I mean at least I cheated with the guy that every girl wants, and I will admit he is irresistible, with his green eyes that look straight into yours making you melt light brown curly hair that you just want to run your fingers through, perfect lips, an amazing body that you can't take your eyes away from.

My anger is cut short because Kai comes out of the elevator and memories from yesterday come like a tornado into my head, and now I feel like crap because I cheated on Liam and I expected him not to cheat on me; and even worse because I could not take my eyes off of Kai and his black v-neck with jeans that rode attractively low on his hips, and he was scratching his side so it made his shirt lift a bit and displayed his toned shaft with the v muscles.

I think I was drooling a bit.

Kai looked straight at me and locked eyes with me then followed Kane's gaze and saw Liam with the bottled blonde slut, his face went from concern to anger and then back to concern. He briskly walked to me and that's when I decided to bolt.

I bolted my way out of the hotel tears threatening to escape.

I know I am being a selfish hypocritical slut getting mad because my boyfriend cheated, after I cheated on him. But the thing is that I have never cheated before, and Liam unfortunately has.

It was about a year ago we had been in a fight, he got drunk and cheated. He said that it was a complete mistake and that he loved me, I believed him wanting to have someone to love me, to care for me just because he wanted to, not because I paid them. Because I will admit that sometimes I wonder if Bastian truly cares for me, but then I remember all of what he has done for me and I know that he does, but then I feel horrible because he can't have a true family for himself because he has to take care of me. Since that day, the day of the accident, he has stepped in and has sacrificed everything for me.

So in the end Liam and I got back together but of course he had to work for his forgiveness: he begged a few times; my favorite candy appeared randomly on my doorstep, hood of my cars, ballet studio; and sent flowers everyday until we got back together and still does once every month and so on. But now he has cheated again and I don't even want to know how many other times and what he does when I am in New York City.

Reaching my car a hand grabbed my arm and turned me around. Expecting to see Liam I made my face into a scowl; but it was Kane.

"Bex come here, please come inside."

"No Kane please I can't, I just need to get out of here, please Kane" I begged my throat closing up on me, and tears spilling out.

Just then Kai comes out, his facial expression looking furious but as he sees me crying he walks faster and pulls me to him, doing the same thing he did just yesterday, soothing me and calming my sobs like no one else can. Where was he 12 years ago?? He would have come in handy in that time of my life... ok so he can still come in handy but you get my point.

They get me into my car and Kane drives us to my house while I am still crying with Kai holding me trying to calm me down. But every time I try to calm down I remember everything and cry all over again.

Kane parks in my drive way and Kai carries me inside and sits with me on the couch while Kane looks for Bas. I manage to calm myself enough to talk

"did he see me??" I ask my voice all raspy and weak.

"no he was too busy to notice anything else." He says anger clear on his face "please let me punch him"

"Kai..." I say looking at him in the eyes "I should not be like this after what we did yesterday, how can I expect him to be faithful if I am not?" my voice wavering and tears starting to fall all over again.

It has been three days since that day, and I have not been outside my room since then. I have not eaten and because of this today I woke up to my doctor sticking an IV into me, and two nurses going through my stuff.

"Rebecca what have you done this time??" asks Dr. Kells I turn my head to him and stare at him not wanting to talk. "ok I understand, but do not even think of ripping the IV off this time you hear me?!" he says in a stern tone.

Dr. Kells has been my doctor since I was 12 he has dealt with all my disasters and knows me too well. He was the one who sent me to the rehabilitation center and he even moved there with me when he did. Since then every time that Bastian calls him up for something other than a mild cold he come in with two nurses and goes through my things to make sure I am clean. And of course Bas does too but Dr Kells does it anyway always saying 'double checking is never too much'.

"you need to see Shanon" he says with a stern look as Bastian come in.

"oh don't worry doctor she is one her way" says Bas and I groan in disapproval.

Shannon is my psychiatrist and Dr. Kells wife. I have been skipping out on our meetings not wanting to tell her about my almost relapse the other day.

She came and we talked, I told her about everything. She stayed calm when I told her about the darkness that surrounded me when I saw the drugs on the cabinet I had expected her to at least widen her eyes but no, she didn't even move.

After this I decided to shower and then went downstairs still walking with my IV and believe me it was difficult but I have become a master at it. Lets just say I have made a lot of mistakes.

Walking into the kitchen I come to see Kane with his mom Mrs Cooper sitting on the breakfast table talking. I guess I forgot to tell you that Kane has been staying here and that Mrs. Cooper has become good friends with Bas, no not in that way, they are just friends.

Kane's POV

I have been staying on one of the many guest rooms in Bex's home. My mom would sometimes come over to cook since Lorenzo was sick, and she has become good friends with Bastian. I still have not seen Bex's parents and I decided to ask Maya one of the maids. When I ask her expression is of hurt and grief, her eyes water as she tells me the horrible story.

"That is why Bastian is so protective of her, he is like her father and she his daughter, we all have practically raised her, but Bastian has been her rock and confidant" she finishes and I can not believe this. She seemed so normal and happy how could she have such a horrible past??

I walk into the kitchen to find mom talking to Bastian. My mom was telling him that maybe what was best for Bex was to get away from everything and that she could bring her with us on tour and she would take care of her. She was saying that she cared for her as a daughter and this is when I realized that my mom knew about Bex's history.

"I don't know I... we have never been apart in a long time I don't know if it's a good idea for her to go alone" he says with a thoughtful look "then you can come" I say and both of them look at me and smile. We start planning when Bex comes down rolling looking like crap but better than last time I saw her.

I was seriously worried about her, she cried two days straight and then moped the rest of the time. I do not know why Kai took up such protectiveness towards her but it amazed me how he stepped in and knew just what to do to calm her down which did not really work completely but it did calm her. But after that first day he has not come I have asked him if he wants to come but he says he can't and then goes off to god knows were but Noah, my twin, tells me that he has 4 new songs so I guess he goes over to the music room.