GOT7 My Celebrity boyfriend

😭 Break up 😭

I woke up because of Mark's phone's ringtone. I opened my eyes and saw Mark shirtless talking on the phone with a serious tone. He didn't notice that i was half awake. I wanted to ask him what's wrong but my view started to get blurry and my eyes were closing little by little because I was still so sleepy. Then, I felt someone was getting close to me.

Obviously , it was Mark. He kissed my forehead and said: _"Inha-ya, wait for me and don't leave me. Stay healthy until I come back to you."
I tried very hard to answer him but I was completely sleepy.
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_"Maaaaaaaaaaaaark, noooooooo." I said while i was screaming. "Pheww, it was just a nightmare."

Then, I remembered what Mark told me in the morning and asked myself: _" Was it a dream or did he really say that?" I got confused so I went out to check up on the others if they are still sleeping but no one was there. I tried to call Mark with the hotel's room's phone since mine was dead but I couldn't reach him. So, I called ChaYoung instead to ask her what happened.

_"Who's that?" I heard YoungJae's voice in the background.

_"It's InHa." respond ChaYoung.

_"Owww, noona!! Don't answer. It will just make things more complicated and hard to solve it".

_"Okayyyyy."

She hung up on me. Make things more complicated? Did someone get hurt? Was there an accident? What's happening? I was so worried and more worried since no one wanted to tell me what's going on. They are celebrities. So if they're out, I can find photos of them in the fansites. I took my phone, put it on the charger and turned it on. Then, my phone started blowing up with a lot of messages and missed phone calls. What? Boyaaaa? What is this? I started to read it.
All of them was hating messages from the fans. They were threatening me to stay away from Mark. They said that it will be my fault if he leaves from JYPEntertainment. Leaving? My fault? What do they mean? I searched on the net and found a lot of articles. "GOT7's getting disbanded... GOT7's receiving a lot of hates because of Mark.... Mark's romantic life will make him leave the band... Mark spending the night in his girlfriend's apartment gave a bad reputation to JYPENTERTAINMENT... Mark spending a romantic night in a hotel with one of his fans...."

When i was reading this, i didn't realise that my tears were falling. I wasn't thinking about my situation but about Mark's state right now and about his band's future. OMG, I will be the cause of destroying the famous band GOT7. More than that, destroying GOT7's precious friendship. Mark will get hurt right now because of me. And I'm pretty sure that Yugyeom is crying somewhere right now. Jackson will be nervous. JB will be really mad. YoungJae, Jinyoung. OMG, this is all my fault.
Suddenly, I heard a lot of noise outside. I looked from the window. The street was full of reporters and paparazzi. What should i do? Then, I received an unknown call. I was too scared to answer but I did in the end.

_ "Yubusseyo?" I said

_ "Hi, this is JYPnim."

_ "Owww, annyeonghaseyo." I said while I was bowing. "Is Mark next to you? Can you tell him to pick up his phone?"

_ "Well, I called you for a reason. If you really love Mark and want his happiness, you can't be together with him because he's a celebrity after all. And celebrities's life are not like yours. A celebrity should date someone famous like him. So, don't try to call him or ask for him. Forget him. If someone asked you about this, don't answer. We will take care of it. If you want Mark to be safe, stay away from him. Arasso?"

_"Eu....... Eu..... Ne. But, does Mark know about this?"

_"If he didn't know, from whom do you think i took your number? Bye."

_"Ajhussi. Ajhussi...." But the call has ended. I sat on the floor, put my face in my hands and started to cry very hard.

One year later, I came back to South Korea after going abroad. And I found ChaYoung waiting for me in the airport. It was unusually so crowded. Maybe there's an event or someone very know is coming.
Suddenly, a girl caught my attention. She was wearing a GOT7's t-shirt and running away shouting:
_"They've arrived. They've arrived." I kept looking at the girl. Then, I heard a lot of girls screaming. I wanted to know what's going on. So, I came closer. ChaYoung was busy taking care of my baggage. I raised my foots a little bit to be able to see who was there. Then, Mark appeared and the fans have gone crazy. He died his hair. He was smiling and waving his hand to them. He looked happy. I was so surprised to see him after all this time and I couldn't move from my place. He was still smiling to his fans and posing for their cameras. When suddenly, his eyes met mine. And he stopped.
His face expression has changed. He stopped smiling. He was surprised more than I was. Then, he started coming my way when his fans gathered around him blocking him from me and asking him to take pictures with him. I was relieved since I wasn't prepared to face him. So, I turned my back and left. I still felt his eyes piercing the back of my head while he was giving autographs but i didn't dare to turn back.
When I got out from the airport, ChaYoung saw my pale face and asked me why did I leave him when he was coming to me.
And I answered her angrily:
-"Remember he was the one who abandoned me and gave up on me. He was the one who went away leaving me alone in pain without even asking to broke up properly. And after all what we spend together, he just pretended that he was in couple with Sunmi and that he came to my house just to meet her because I was her friend. And they were meeting in secret because they didn't want to make a fuss. I was used as his relationship helper. So, why do you ask me? Why? It's not my fault after all."

When I finished my words, someone put his hand in my shoulder. ChaYoung who was in front of me was in shock. I turned my face to see who it was.
And then, this person hugged me saying with a happy tone: _"InHaya, where were you? I looked for you everywhere. I'm so happy to see you. How could you leave us without a word? You didn't even accept my calls or answer my messages. Where have you been? We missed you."

Ohhhh, this voice is.... this voice is Jackson's voice. Well, I was happy but in the same time disappointed because I thought it was Mark. How silly amI? Why would Mark look for me? Who am I for him? No one.

      I smiled to Jackson and hugged him back. He told me that he won't go with the other members. He has already told them that he had things to do so he invited me to have some coffee with him. I accepted. We went to a coffee shop inside the airport but we sat on a table that was hidden so the fans couldn't disturb us. I told him all my story in USA and showed him some pictures. He wasn't bored at all, he was so interested and kept asking me about how I was living this past year. Just catching up. I've always felt so comfortable talking to Jackson. He's a good friend of mine. He was funny like always and made me forget about my pain. I really missed him so much. It was so hard for me to keep distance from GOT7 because they were my only friends. We kept talking for hours. He told me about their new album and their tour.