Doubtful

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Chapter 1.

       Can’t I just have fun? Because everything that my parents tell me is “take care of your sister. Where is your sister? And your sister is your responsibility.” Sometimes I just feel left out in the family, as if I was simply not there, all of this is because my older sister has much more important things to do, like finding a proper university to enter which is making mom extremely nervous and always on her nerves, it was just as if I didn’t have important exams that are deciding my future and their only excuse is as they said “we can’t focus at two girls at once so we will begin with your older sister.”

        I thought that the spring break would make everything better, but it didn’t, things kept getting worse although we’re in Hollywood and we live in California, but mom is so tensed and was so scared that Hannah might get kidnapped but as usual I didn’t have fun and stayed the whole time taking care of Hannah and if I haven’t mentioned that yet she is two years old, I love her, although she always gets me in trouble. I love her green eyes and her curly red hair, she is actually the only one who inherited red hair from mom, that’s why we all have black with highlighted brown hair from dad and by we I mean: me, Angelina and Matt my younger brother.

        Angelina is eighteen years old, she is not so tall, actually she is shorter than me, but the best thing about her is her blue greenish eye colour like me but unfortunately, Matt got brown eyes from my dad’s side, he is ten years old but he sounds and looks older because he is tall and his mind is extremely mature.

        When we were going back to L.A, I sat with Matt and Angry in the back seat and relaxed after giving Hannah to mom. The sun was directly radiating its heat to me because I felt it was so close that is seemed right next to me.

        Brakes. Hard brakes. Brakes which made me bump my head in the seat in front of me. But I was so shocked to think about my head but it actually took a while from me to figure out what really happened but what happened next changed my whole life. When I looked up I saw someone, someone I have been dreaming about meeting since a long time, actually just this month but it sounded to me like a long time to fall in love.

        My heart stopped beating. I thought he was hurt but he moved his perfect muscles and woke up from the shock like me. Dad opened the door of the driver’s seat and jumped out of the car to Mr. Perfect. Dad examined the almost-going-to-die-shocked person but he looked pretty fine to me and in his perfect conditions.

          Dad seemed to let out a sigh of relief but then he, my love, and I will not expose his name yet until he talks to me. but Something was weird from the way he was talking to dad he looked as if he was begging and really desperate to have or to do something, then dad just nodded and gestured him toward the side of the car and guess who’s side it was? It was the luckiest chick’s side of course, because no one can be as lucky as me now.

         Am I dreaming? Am I hallucinating? Or is Trian Savage really walking toward me? To the most depressed and unhappy girl ever?  A girl who doesn’t even deserve to look at him? But I was actually smart enough to enjoy what I have and not care about anything or anyone before I wake up from my beautiful dream.

        Trian opened the door and bent, he smiled his wide, perfect with white teeth smile and his hair glimmering in the sun, but then a voice suddenly shouted in my head saying “focus you idiot. Don’t think about his looks, look at the way you have to talk.” but the problem was that I was too late because Trian has already said his famous sentence which is “hey there.” And winked.

        I…I…I have to say something or at least chock out some words to say hi back but the problem is I can’t even find my own voice, and what I have noticed while searching for my  lost-in-a-wrong-time voice, I saw Trian coming to sit next to me. How strange!

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