Coming Out Stories

Story 1

   My name is Ally. I'm 17 years old and I'm still unsure of my sexuality. My best friend is a lesbian and my other best friend is bisexual. My parents are homophobic towards them so I am not allowed to hang out with them outside of school.
   All along untill 9th grade I thought I was straight but now I'm really not sure. I have strange feelings when I'm around other girls my age and sometimes even girls younger than me.
   I feel like if I came out as gay or bisexual or something, my parents would completely dissolved of me and kick me out of the house.
   I have dated guys before however, everytime I ever had sex with a guy I never really had any pleasure. I have more pleasure when I masterbate than when I had sex. My parents put me on birth control when I was 12 just encase I ever did have sex.
   I have never been in a relationship with a girl but I'm very curious.
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   It was a Saturday night and, Tammy, my best friend, invited me to a party, my parents said no, but had to sneak out.
   When I got to the party I felt akuard because there were so many beautiful girls there.
   "There all so beautiful," Tammy said.
   I stayed quiet trying to decide if I should tell my best friend about my feelings.
   About 20 mins later, I realized that most of the girls here were lesbians. I decided to find a girl and talk to her.
   "You wanna drink?" A girl asked me.
   "Yea sure."
   I took the drink, knowing it was Vadka and that shit fucks me up.
   Me and he girl talked for a while.
   "Hey... You wanna go to the bed room?" She asked me.
   I was drunker than a skunk and that point so I went upstairs with her.
   I loved how her body felt against mine. Having sex with her that night, was the best sex I have had in forever.
   I finally realized that I was lesbian. I have never really had feelings for men in my life. The thought of a penis was a weird feeling but when I was with men I thought it was normal.
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   The next day I decided to tell my parents I was lesbian.
   "Mom, dad.. I have something to tell you."
   "Anything hunny."
   "Mom... Dad... I'm gay..."
   I knew by there facial expression that the automatically dissed me. They stayed quiet for a few mins.
   "Honey. We already knew... We know our little girl. We knew from the start, when you was with those guys we know you didn't like them."
   I was shocked. Surprised.
   "Wait... So you accept me...."
   "Well.. of course we do, your our daughter."