Rants

Part 3

It's been a while since I've been here, but you know, I've been holding back so much. So I am a senior this year, counting the months until I'm finally "free" from school, but the thing is, I'm not so excited about it as I use to be. A couple months ago I would have been ecstatic to see how much I've accomplished, but after being called a failure so many times and by the people that are suppose to be proud of me, it takes a toll on me. What is the point of having your parents as motivation when they are the ones putting you down constantly. Then they tell me why I'm not excited about graduating, or proud of what I've accomplished. Yeah sure let me be proud of being your failure of a daughter. So thanks mom and dad for telling me how useless I am, and how school hasn't helped me at all. So yes I'm not excited about a stupid paper that apparently means nothing to you. 

And then there are times where I just want to scream at every teacher for giving as all these assignments and expect them to be great when frankly I'm busy with everything else. Some of use have a sport to do and a job and volunteering and simply taking care of younger siblings, so, sorry that I can't have a perfect paper or have it finished two days after it's given to me. We have but so much time in a single day. Where am I suppose to fit in sleep or me time so I won't go crazy? Is that like a seizure that I will only get once I died or something? 

That's about it for now, till next time! anyways if there is something you'd like me to rant about pm me!

xoxo