Rooming with Him

4: leaving?

When he walked out of the room I waited awhile then I decided to leave too.

I went to the other side of the field. The field people go to for like studying or whatever. Normally no ones there.

I went over to that field. I sat up against one of the trees. I brought my knees up to chest and just sat there and thought for a long while.

Then someone came and sat next to me. I brought my head up and turned to see who it was...

It was... Logan

Me: what do you want

Logan: well I was looking for you

Me: and why is that

Logan: because I wanted to apologize to you

Me: why

Logan: well because I really do care....

Me: why?

Logan: because you are my friend

Me: yeah and

Logan: and friends are suppose to care for each other

Me: yeah

Logan: so what was bothering you

Me: I don't want to talk about it

Logan: why don't you tell me anything

Me: because they are personal and I don't go around throwing my secrets in the air like you guys do with your money at strip clubs.

Logan: that's funny but I'm your friend

Me: yeah this is just to personal.

Logan: what so you mean

Me: I mean it's about my sister... I don't talk about her..

Logan: why

Me: because I don't

Logan: why though

Me: because I just don't

Logan: I promise you what ever it is it will make you feel better if you told me

Me: how what makes you think that I can trust you

Logan: because I don't tell a lot of people anything either

Me: ok here it goes.... My sister she is 15 and she has stage 2 cancer she is almost at stage three.. And I know she is not going to stay much longer.

Logan: I'm sorry and you have to have a little hope...

Me: it's just hard being the sister that always is there for her. I can't be there for her if I'm not physically there

Logan: then why did you come to college

Me: I was forced and my dad and sister thought it would be good if I did.

Logan: oh ok

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The next couple days were boring and they passed kinda fast.

It was finally Friday.....

They always have a party on Fridays. I would stay in my dorm but Logan insists me to come.

Once I got to the party. There were people already making out and doing things that should be done somewhere else.

I started walking around for awhile. Then this guy came up to me.

Me: what do you want

Guy: well hello to you to

Me: what do you want