RanAi Heaven

You Changed My Life

Hello everyone! Here's another one-shot for all of you guys who ships these two!

I love them so much and I can't get enough of them!!

So here's a special treat for all of you!

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If there is one point in your life that you wanted to change what will it be?

That question kept on bugging Ranmaru ever since it was asked of him in an interview he did today.

It shocked him per se as long forgotten memories flashed on his mind. Thanks to being a pro in the idol world he was able to cover up that seconds of stillness to give a mundane answer that will surely be accepted by his fans.

But it will never be accepted by his heart.

If only I was there with you.

If only I ignored that request.

Then maybe....

Maybe I would have been able to save you.

I wish I can turn back time to that day.

Ranmaru looks outside the window of his car and watches silently as the scenery passes by. He lets the thoughts flow into his head.

One by one.

As it torture him slowly and painfully. 

Just stop.

He can hear his heart screaming inside.

Why? After so many years had passed? He thought he had moved on by now.

He thought he was okay already. He always say to his friends that he's fine. But just because of one question.

ONE. FUCKING. QUESTION.

The ice wall that he built to protect his broken heart is slowly crumbling to pieces.

He can hear his heart longing. Reaching out to something that will never be reached. Wanting SOMEONE to comeback but is forever gone. Never to return.

If only--

Ranmaru was jerked out of his thoughts when his manager spoke. Without him knowing he arrived back into his apartment. He thanked his manager and then dragged his tired body up to his own floor.

When he arrived at his flat and opened the door he didn't even bother to open the lights. The moon outside is enough to illuminate his flat. He sat down on the sofa and closed his eyes. Unfortunately without him noticing his tears streamed down on his face. 

People had always thought that Ranmaru is living a life he always wanted. He have a good job as an idol. He now have his own band that is soaring up and up. A nice flat of his own. He managed to save his family from the debts his father had incurred from before. 

The only lacking in his life, as what people would say, is a girlfriend. 

And Ranmaru have no qualms in changing that.

Ranmaru pulled out his wallet and stared longingly at the picture he cherished the most. He have everything but not the one he loves the most.

Ai..... I missed you....

Looking at the picture of the cyan haired young man that was not only his bandmate before but also his lover, Ranmaru can't help but go back to the times when the cyan haired angel was by his side.